Beyond hearing “Youth of the Nation” on the radio, — & I believe that was the only song I e’er heard from this band on the radio — I was 1st introduced to this band from their greatest hits album ( weirdly, I most remember listening to this album while reading a book ’bout the Columbine massacres that my sister got for free from her job @ a book store, which, um… adds an interesting context to this music ), which was a common way for me to accustom myself to a band I learned ’bout from the radio. Tho I have been hesitant to “cheat” & focus on only the hits o’ any nu-metal band, — usually focusing on specific albums so I don’t just focus on the most memeable hits, but also the songs nobody remembers, some o’ which just as worthy o’ memery — this is a series largely based on my own particular experience with nu-metal & 2000s rock music in general. I tried browsing thru this band’s actual albums & couldn’t really decide which album, since I ne’er listened to them before & none seemed to stand out ( tho I s’pose Satellite was the highest contender, especially since ’twas the album with “Youth of the Nation” ).

If you are not familiar with this band, P.O.D., or “Payable on Death”, is a Christian nu-metal band — & unlike Skillet, which was arguably mo’ alternative rock, P.O.D. is unquestionably a nu-metal band, with corny rapping, downtuned guitars, & DJ electronica. P.O.D. is also notable for not being just a bunch o’ pasty-faced honkeys, but with a… Mexican-Italian-indigenous lead singer, who, ne’ertheless, still looks like Fred Durst’s long-lost brother in this Wikipedia article, & a black guitarist. Tragically, they still sound as corny as a bunch o’ rapping crackers, howe’er. So they’re like Rage Against the Machine, but lame: ¡Rage Against the Devil! Actually, that would’ve been a cooler band name than P.O.D., which I know will be get tiring to type.

1. Southtown

I really like this song’s bass, especially @ the beginning & before the 1st & 2nd choruses. The drums are pretty nice, too, specially the rapid drumming @ the end o’ choruses. The guitarwork sounds repetitive, howe’er, as is the singing, which is barely mo’ melodic than talking or mo’ rhythmic than rapping, & sounds ’bout the same in the verses & the choruses, while the bridge is just shouting vague off-brand Rage Against the Machine slogans with the politics stripped out.

The lyrics are… fine. Nobody seemed to care ’nough ’bout them to leave any annotations or explanations on Genius. While they’re vague, they say ’nough to imply the sentiment o’ growing up in a rough neighborhood & praying to God that… I dunno, ¿it gets less rough? ¿The protagonist escapes to nicer neighborhoods? Unfortunately, we don’t get much o’ a picture o’ how rough this neighborhood beyond allusions such as, “you know those kids don’t play”. Some don’t e’en seem specific to the protagonist’s circumstance, like “these times, they’re getting tough” or “could be the next guy that you take before I wake”. I mean, yeah, I guess you’d be mo’ likely to die in a crime-ridden hood; but it’s not as if middle-class people in suburbia don’t think ’bout how they could go @ any time.

Sadly, tho, the lyrics aren’t bad ’nough to be funny. The worst line is probably telling God, “you’re the diamond in this rough”, which just reminds me o’ that South Park joke ’bout Christian songs just being love songs for Jesus. I mean, God isn’t e’en “in this rough”: his ass is safe in heaven, where he doesn’t have to worry ’bout being popped off as a casualty o’ gang violence.

Grade: C

Music Video

It’s your typical late-90s nu-metal music video taking place in a sunny suburb in California with the band members in khakis, dreads, & tats on stage rocking out. I swear I saw this exact same music video for a Papa Roach & Sum 41 song.

Grade: C

2. Boom

1st, the rapping in this song is much bouncier than the previous song, as is the grinding guitar riffs. The bass isn’t as interesting, but it’s close with that breakdown in the opening o’ the bridge.

The lyrics are a mixed bag. There’s mo’ rhyming & a li’l mo’ detail to what the rapper is saying, but they’re still not really saying anything, & the topic o’ this song is less interesting: it’s just a brag rap ’bout being successful; & since this is a ‪✝︎-rock band, they can’t e’en go that hard on the bragging.

The funniest thing ’bout this song I just learned is that ’twas included on Clear Channel’s lame-ass memorandum on songs that requested their stations not to play after 9/11, because remembering explosions exist, e’en metaphorical 1s by a Christian rock-rap band, would’ve traumatized all Americans.

Grade: C

Music Video

This is a much mo’ interesting music video than “Southtown”’s: P.O.D. in their orange jumpsuits show how badass they are by… beating a bunch o’ nerds @ table tennis. Also, they barely win against the nerds.

Grade: A

3. Going in Blind

This was 1 o’ the songs I’d skip when listening to this album, & now I know why: it sucks ass. The singing is terrible, lacking any kind o’ compelling rhythm or melody, stretched out agonizingly in places that don’t deserve it, & has way too much forced vocal energy & in general is melodramatic, especially those goofy ass echoes on the odd lines in the verses.

The lyrics are so vague & empty, I have no idea what this song is e’en ’bout, other than that it expresses distress in some way. They seem so jumbled that they almost seem to contradict each other @ times. ¿What does “going in blind” mean? ¿Having faith in God? That’s what, “¿do all these roads lead back to you?”, implies; but “time after time, I can’t see the signs” implies the opposite.

Hell, this song can’t e’en keep its perspective correct, flipping multiple times from 1st & 2nd person, with the 2nd person seeming to change, as well. As mentioned, “¿do all these roads lead back to you?”, implies that the “you” is God, which would be fine mixed with the 1st person, a discussion ’tween the protagonist & God, but the 1st lines in the song is, “this life’s not like you wanted it”, which sounds less like an omnipotent, e’erlasting being who can get whate’er they desire @ the snap o’ a finger & mo’ like a mopey teenager, especially when a later line says, “it’s your right not to feel again, just breathe again”, since I’d expect a Christian not to claim that he can tell God what rights they have or don’t have. The 1st 2 verses sound mo’ like they’re trying to console a suicidal friend; — bad consoling, since “it’s your right not to feel again” sounds like it’s encouraging suicide — but then we get the line, “it’s all right if you’re missing him”. OK, ¿so is the friend suicidal ’cause someone they cared ’bout died? But then immediately after that you get, “in his eyes you can live again, free within”, which implies that they “he” is God. ¿So is the friend “missing” God? ¿Missing how? ¿Did the friend personally know Jesus when Jesus was alive? ¿Or does he mean “missing him”, as in not having Jesus in his life? ¿So it’s OK to not have Jesus in his life, but he should, because “in his eyes you can live again”? This song is a mess.

Also, this song is when I noticed that the mixing on these songs is ass: all the instruments seem to mush together & sound fuzzy, especially the chorus.

Grade: F

Music Video

Another nu-metal music video cliché: the band singing in the dark while we cut to scenes o’ randos having nondescript forms o’ sadness: look, this middle-aged man is cheating on his wife & is reminded o’ his sinful behavior by seeing his ring on his finger.

Grade: D

4. Roots in Stereo

You know you’re in for a treat when you hear 2 generic riffs & drumbeats, followed by some rando crying out, “A-REEKI-OH-OH-OH”, in a fake Jamaican accent. That rando is, as P.O.D. singer Sonny Sandoval announces, Matisyahu, who is a white Jewish person from New York, who, indeed, does reggae.

& speaking o’ Sonny, he doesn’t disappoint with his opening line, “I got that boom bye bye so nobody disrespect jah love”. I don’t know what “that boom bye bye” is, but it sounds dangerous ’nough for Clear Channel to request not playing it on the radio, so I won’t disrespect. The song continues with lyrics o’ this calibre, while Matisyahu chimes in by crying out his own weird phrases a few times, & e’en gets a verse or 2. @ 1 point Matisyahu says to Sonny in a call-&-response verse, “me say, ‘hey, natty dreadlocks, ¿where you come from?”, & Sonny responds with the poetic line, “where the mountains watch the city & waters touch the sun”, whate’er that means, as opposed to what you’d expect: “¿what’d you call me, cracker?”.

E’en the music is going crazy on this song: on some verses during the latter half the guitar just starts squealing repeatedly.

Grade: 5 out o’ 5 Honkey Dreadlocks

5. Alive

This is a nice song. In fact, it’s probably too nice for a nu-metal song: it has the iconic nu-metal downtuned guitars, which are usually used to give a grimy, ugly, dour feel to the song, which is jarring when the singer is singing ’bout how happy he is to be alive, especially during the particularly dour-sounding bridge, where the music slows, the guitarwork is full o’ feedback, & the singer sounds raspy.

The lyrics are what you’d expect: a bunch o’ Hallmark Card clichés. Hell, the 1st 2 lines are, “every day is a new day / i’m thankful for every breath i take”. ’Course, there’s also the vague allusions to God thru lines like, “I can’t deny you”, &, “now that I know you, I could never turn my back away”, which are so vague, they could just be ’bout a human he’s really in love with.

Still, it’s the nicest song so far & the dour sound, whether intentionally or not, adds a dark ironic tone to the song that actually makes it mo’ interesting, like Devo’s “Beautiful World”.

Grade: B

Music Video

This is ’bout the same as “Going in Blind”’s, but in daylight & with mo’ dramatic ( & with worse effects ) filmography. It’s a’least amusingly bad & the scenery o’ P.O.D. rocking under a bunch o’ highways is mo’ interesting than being in front o’ a couple bushes, so it gets some extra points.

Grade: C

6. Youth of the Nation

Their biggest song, & for a good reason: unlike most o’ the songs we’ve heard so far, which couldn’t seem to settle on a coherent tone, blending dour nu-metal sound with optimistic lyrics, this song’s iconic far-’way-sounding bass & military marching drums fits perfectly with this song’s dour subject matter o’ children’s lives falling apart.

Lyrically, too, this song is much better than the others: while it does have that ✝︎-rock condescension & maudlin moralizing, — O no, a girl became a whore… — a’least the stories are specific. Also, “told the world how he felt with the sound of a gat” is probably the hardest lyric P.O.D. has e’er written. E’en the chorus’s repetitiousness, which would many times be a flaw, fits this song, as it’s essentially a chant; & “we are the youth of the nation” is a memorable line.

Grade: A

Music Video

I’m mixed on this music video: it sure looks nice, with that opening NY skyline under thick yellow fog, & the setpiece for the band with the wall o’ pictures o’ students is much mo’ inspired than a generic Californian suburb; but the scenes o’ young people driving round various places doesn’t seem to have anything to do with the song. Like, this is a song with 3 stories in it: ¿you couldn’t show these stories? Contrast with the much mo’ iconic music video to Pearl Jam’s “Jeremy”, which does a great job o’ actually representing the song’s similar subject matter.

7. Sleeping Awake

I always thought this was just your typical ✝︎-rock song ’bout looking forward to dying — naturally, ’course: no cheating by suicide — & going to heaven, which is metaphorically represented by “Zion”, the name o’ the Jewish holy land ( ’course, with how much the Israel-Palestine conflict has flared up yet again & the increased scrutiny the ideology o’ the founding o’ modern Israel, “Zionism”, has gotten, “dreaming of Zion” has different connotations now ); turns out this song is actually ’bout The Matrix, as this song was made for the The Matrix Reloaded soundtrack. Lucky for me, I don’t care, as heaven is as real to me as a city in a sci-fi movie.

This song sounds nice; & unlike “Alive”, it tones down the dour nu-metal elements & sounds softer, rather that deep, but still having a frantic energy to it that keeps it from getting boring. & while I don’t imagine myself singing it @ the latest antiwar protest, “dreaming of Zion awake…” is an infectiously catchy chorus.

Grade: A

Music Video

O, wow, we have the band playing in a brownish-white mansion: we really are going for all the nu-metal music video clichés. O, but we have this side by side with a grimy, sci-fi area — which is a blatant ripoff o’ the music video for Linkin Park’s “Papercut”. Tsk, tsk.

Grade: F

8. Rock the Party (Off the Hook)

& now we’re back to hilarious tonal whiplash: the repetitive rough riffs give this song a menacing sound, but the lyrics are ’bout having the tamest party that Jesus would approve o’, with such cringe lyrics as, “& ain’t nobody getting crazy, so you know it’s all good”. I sure wouldn’t want my party that’s “off the hook” to get too off the hook. On the other hand, this song did predict Fortnite dances with, “floss your style”. It’s too bad, ’cause the aforementioned menacing riffs would sound great with a song whose lyrics aren’t constantly reminding you o’ how lame it is.

Grade: C

Music Video

I could only find this music video on some rando YouTube channel called DarkDave, so hopefully this video doesn’t get taken down. It’s odd that P.O.D. wouldn’t be interested in showing it, since the setpiece o’ them rocking in the middle o’ an absurdly long bus with weird fish-angle shots is 1 o’ the few that isn’t a nu-metal cliché. I mean, nothing really happens in it, but nothing seems to happen in any P.O.D. music videos so far, so the bar is low.

Grade: C

9. Lights Out

& now we have ’nother brag rap with all the hardness o’ Will Smith, with lines like, “chiggity-check, microphone check” & “we bang boogie thru your system, subliminal”.

’Cept this 1 sounds worse: while I like the deep, grinding riffs in the bridge, I’m not found o’ the squeaky, repetitive riffs in the verses.

Grade: D

Music Video

& now we’re back to generic setpieces. ¿Where’d they e’er get the idea to do something so creative as to film themselves on Times Square? You bitches aren’t e’en from NY: you’re from their biggest rival, California. ¿You couldn’t film yourselves in San Diego’s urban center — or, hell, ¿Hollywood?

Grade: D

10. Goodbye for Now

This is a nice song. & unlike “Alive”, this song’s softer strings & notes fit well with this song’s mellower sound. Plus, while the lyrics are still vague, the subject matter o’ dealing with a loved one’s death is much mo’ interesting than just… being happy ’bout being alive. & the leader singer’s singing isn’t nearly as forced.

Grade: B

Music Video

Yup, that lead singer sure is walking thru an unrealistically windy city under the cast o’ a color filter. You know, it’s really sad that the band I choose to do a greatest hits album, with the most music videos, has the least interesting music videos.

Grade: D

11. Execute the Sounds

& then we get yet ’nother brag rap with corny-ass lyrics, — nothing says you’re the “real hardcore”, as they claim, as starting a lyric with counting like you’re the Count: “It goes 1, 2, 3… the crew is called P.O.D.…” — fake-Jamaican rapping, & goofy, annoying twanging strings thruout the verses. I guess the chorus has pretty decent energy.

Grade: D

12. Will You

This is the most generic o’ vague love songs, & worst off, it’s annoying & boring @ the same time: the verses are sing-songy, with an annoyingly repetitive smaltzy ending to e’ery line, the chorus is just shouting & a basic rise in bitch, the bridge is basically just talking & just repeating, “yesterday”, again & again, the instruments go from sounding squeaky in the verses to just being a bland blast o’ noise during the chorus. & if the uninspired lyrics in the bridge aren’t ’nough, the verses, which also mostly just list off vague negative words that rhyme with each other, & the chorus, which is just 2 lines that could come from Valentine’s Day cards, aren’t much better.

Whate’er complaints I’d have ’bout all the earlier songs, a’least they all sounded distinctly P.O.D.: this song could’ve been written & performed by any C-list nu-metal band.

Grade: F

Music Video

This is the 3rd time we have a music video going back & forth ’tween the band rocking in some random place & scenes o’ generic sadness. A’least the setpiece for the band — a construction site with a excavator digging ’hind them — is mo’ interesting than most o’ their other music videos.

Grade: C

13. Truly Amazing

Lol, this song is from the official soundtrack for The Passion of the Christ.

Actually, I like the gloomy bass & low-key singing during the verses, which kind o’ fits the bittersweet energy o’ the whole “humanity is saved ’cause Jesus got literally crucified”. Unfortunately, the annoying chorus, where the singing sounds off pitch & seems to have too much forced energy, kinda ruins it.

What I’m saying, this song’s all right, but for bittersweet song’s ’bout Jesus’s sacrifice, it’s got nothing on “Gethsemane” from the superior Jesus Christ Superstar soundtrack.

Grade: C

14. Satellite

In addition to our typical squeaky guitars & a chorus which is just chanting the word, “satellite”, we get the singer sometimes going into this weird baby talk in the verses on parts where he sings, “but only time will tell if it’s truly for real / can’t change your mind all i know this is what i feel” &, fittingly, “some call it asinine”.

Not only does this song work just as well as a generic love song as a Jesus song, it actually works better as a love song for a normal person. I kinda get what the composer was going for by representing an all-seeing deity as a satellite watching o’er you; but what he forgot is that another general factor o’ satellites is that they are subordinate to what they revolve: the satellites are, by the nature o’ the laws o’ physics, smaller masses trapped in the gravity o’ the larger mass. I’m pretty certain depicting God as this li’l helper fairy who exists purely to solve humanity’s issues is blasphemous in all forms o’ Christianity.

Grade: D

Music Video

It’s exactly what you expect: scenes o’ a satellite zooming in on San Diego interspersed with scenes o’ the band jamming. Sometimes they’re on a stage, sometimes they’re in the woods with a gnarly color filter. It’s yet another P.O.D. music video.

Grade: C

15. Set Your Eyes to Zion

Coincidentally, ·“set your eyes to Zion” is what I’m doing, if we describe “Zion” as the holy land o’ when I don’t have to listen to this album anymo’ or have to think o’ interesting things to say ’bout these songs.

So we start with somebody — possibly Sonny Sandoval still; Matisyahu is not credited on this song — saying, “Here Mr. Deadman… rejoice”, in a goofy fake Jamaican accent, & then we get goofy generic tropical riffs that sound mo’ like surf rock than raggae. Also, I think I heard that winchlike sound & the rare rattle sounds from a song in Mario Party. There’s also these alien-like “woooo-oooo” sounds thruout, which don’t sound relevant to raggae or Zion, unless Zion takes place in outerspace.

Meanwhile, the singing & rapping barely sound like they have any rhythm & just feel lazy. E’erything ’bout this song feels lazy. The lyrics aren’t e’en amusingly bad, like with “Roots in Stereo”, but are just uninspired lines ’bout God being great which the composer attempted to texturize by adding stock imagery, like describing God as “shade even @ 96°”. If “Truly Amazing” was an inferior “Gethsemane”, this song is an inferior “Benjamin Calypso” from Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat. A’least that song referenced a specific, interesting part o’ the Bible, where Joseph’s brothers who backstabbed him & intended to leave him to die prove they changed their ways by sacrificing themselves to save their 2nd youngest brother, Benjamin. It will ne’er not boggle my mind that with how many great dramatic stories in the Bible, ✝︎-rock bands ne’er reference them in detail, but just give generic lines ’bout how great God is.

Grade: D

16. Here We Go

I kinda like the deep riffs thru the verses, especially with the short pauses before the drumbeat, but hate the squealing riffs in the chorus & how uninspired the chorus’s melody is.

Lyrically, this song is just a generic love song, but with maybe God mixed in a li’l. Actually, it’s funny: the lyrics in the 2nd verse kinda sound like he’s trying to introduce his girlfriend to God as if he has a cuckold fetish & wants to watch Jesus take his girl. It doesn’t help that he keeps talking ’bout “driving this to its knees” in the bridge. Tho the ending to the 2nd verse is confusing: the 1st 2 lines are, “she never did believe in love until she’d seen him”, implying that she was a dirty atheist before he introduced her to God, but then ends with, “she says you’re going to think I’m crazy / but you got to believe me”, which implies she is the 1 nervously trying to introduce him to her cringe religion.

Grade: C

17. If It Wasn’t for You

You know a song’s good when the 1st think you hear is off-key shouting, “IF IT WASN’T FOR YOU”, only to be followed by corny coffee-shop beatnik monologues ’bout how based Jesus was. Sonically, this goes back & forth ’tween sleep-inducing notes & loud blasts o’ manufactured music, none o’ which I particularly enjoy listening to.

Also, this is nitpicking, but “if it wasn’t for you, none o’ this would mean a thing”, is an absurd line for a Christian to God. Christian theology holds that without God, you wouldn’t e’en be able to sing this song — which, now that I think ’bout it, might not be the best way to sell cynical atheists on wanting to be happy ’bout God’s existence. E’en mo’ absurd is the following line, “if it wasn’t for you, tell me, ¿why else would I believe?”. I mean, yeah, if you were sure there was no God, then by definition you wouldn’t be believing in the existence o’ God — that’s what “believing” means.

Grade: D

Conclusion

In hindsight, given all the meming we’ve done together on various other nu-metal bands, it’s surprising how… bland P.O.D. is. “Roots in Stereo” was the only song worth meming on — & e’en it was no “Monster” by Skillet or “Rawkfist”. & beyond a few standout tracks, hardly any o’ these songs are surprise bangers or e’en worth remembering @ all. It almost feels… blasphemous, ironically, to have a rap-rock nu-metal ✝︎-rock band that’s so forgettable.

One might argue that my decision to focus only on the hits may have skewed my experience here, but I’m almost certain it made things better than the alternative: I listened thru albums like Satellite & their self-titled, & if anything, the deep cuts on those albums are e’en lamer & mo’ forgettable.

Final Grade: 😴

Crossfade was a vaguely 2000s-sounding rock band who released their self-titled, Crossfade, in 2004 & I listened to it as a kid then. ¿Is there anything interesting to say ’bout this album? I sure hope so, ’cause we’re going to be looking @ it this month.

1. Starless

A decent banger, especially the the noodly deep riffs that sound like revving engines that open this song & the way the main singer elongates the last word o’ e’ery line in the chorus. Granted, I’m not sure how I feel ’bout the ultra whiteboy reggae rapping our boy’s doing in the bridge.

The lyrics jump all o’er the place, but all tie to the vague energy o’ being unhappy, which will be a pattern on this album — & in 2000s nu-metal / post-grunge in general, ’course. I just love how the 2nd verse starts with the brag o’, “i can transcend you & mentally bend you”, only to continue with mo’ lines ’bout unhappy the singer is.

As for the chorus, it is just a muddled metaphor: the singer sings ’bout feeling vaguely “starless”, whate’er that means, but then describes himself as “ready to fade now”. OK, ¿so are you the space that possesses the stars or are you a star yourself? & then the backup singer moans ’bout how he’s “grayed out”, which isn’t something black outer space or stars do, e’en when they implode. If they’re talking ’bout star death, that’s a terrible metaphor for depression, as star deaths are not only glamorous, they also eventually lead to new stars or planets, which is way mo’ hopeful than the singers probably intended, given the dour sound o’ this song.

Grade: B

2. Cold

The big hit from this album — probably the 1 song you’ll find from the band in 2004 playlists & the like. It’s a fitting title, as I always felt cool on this song, neither hating nor loving it, but its subject o’ regret for letting relationships fade out is relatable, I guess — tho I’m sure there were many, many better songs o’ the same mood back then. I do kind o’ like the warm guitar tones & the robotic, droning way the backup singer says, “never meant to be so cold”, but the lyrics are just bland & trite: “you’re the antidote that gets me by / something strong like a drug that gets me high”. If she was the antidote that got you by, ¿why was it so easy for you to ignore her? & while telling someone they get you high is great for a loud, wild, fun song ’bout a freak with which you have sloppy sex, it doesn’t work when you’re trying to be romantic.

Grade: C

Music Video

That said, I do like this music video & its irony o’ having the singer loudly sing an apology song, presumably aimed @ his girlfriend, with his whole band only to be so into singing said song that he shoves off said girlfriend. That twist saves it from falling victim to the tediousness o’ being yet ’nother 2000s music video where the band just plays in a dingy, poorly-lit room.

Grade: A

3. So Far Away

The problem with doing these song-by-song reviews is it forces me to notice things I wouldn’t — & probably shouldn’t — care ’bout, such as the absurdity that a sweet, sorrowful song ’bout how regretful the protagonist is that they were so cold toward their girlfriend is followed by a bitter song ’bout how glad the protagonist is that he left his bitch o’ a girlfriend while taunting, “now i’m blaming you for everything…”.

Musically, howe’er, this is much mo’ interesting than the previous song, starting with a slow, droning country-like menacing intro, building up to the point o’ doing some Papa Roach style whisper shout @ the end. It’s goofy as hell, but, hey, if anything it’d work nowadays — I’d take it o’er MGK pretending to be a country singer.

Grade: B

4. Colors

This is the other single from this album & is e’en lamer than “Cold”, with its smarmy subject-matter o’ telling some girl with low self-esteem, aw, honey, why you gotta be so down when it’s not shinin’ off your best colors, which just reminds me o’ the cliché o’ weird men telling random women to smile. The melodramatic way the singer sings “SURELY NOT THE BEEEEST COLORS THAT YOU SHIIIIINE” with this hokey metaphor ’bout some woman’s “colors not shining” makes it e’en lamer.

It gets a D instead o’ an F ’cause I like the music’s texture & while the melodies & beats are forgettable, they’re not nearly as unlistenable as some o’ the other stuff I’ve listened to for this series.

Grade: D

Music Video

E’en the music video is much lamer than “Cold”, just being the band playing on a rooftop — gee, that’s original — in Breaking Bad Mexico interspersed with random clips o’ some woman… vaguely unhappy with her home life, only for the music video to end with her climbing up to their rooftop & dropping a necklace into the street — possibly hurting someone if it landed on them, the inconsiderate asshole — to solemn silence. How deep.

Grade: F

5. Death Trend Setta

If there’s 1 thing you can credit to this album, it’s got variety. We follow a hokey pop-country-style ballad with this stomping song with some great whiteboy-rapped prechoruses. Howe’er, this song’s funky-fresh title ( notice the way “setter” is spelled “setta”, which is a linguistical twist they do down in “the ghetto”, according to my research ) stands out from this song’s otherwise predictable lyrics o’ vague petulance toward some associate — possibly an ex-lover — with the protagonist out o’ nowhere proclaiming, “& now you see i could be / another would-be / another death trend setta” whate’er that’s s’posed to mean. Considering the line “would-be”, which is pejorative, it can’t be a boast. ¿Is this random associate trying to make our protagonist not be himself just to fit in & not use corny-ass phrases like “death trend setta”. I dunno. Still, it’s a catchy song.

Grade: B

6. The Deep End

O, now I remember why I wanted to review this album: this amazing obscure gem. We start with some goofy-ass twanging notes, followed by our main singer singing his heart out with this amazing metaphor: “i built my life like my bike on a rigid frame / so nothing bends it only breaks into / pieces & pieces”; & then, in case you didn’t get ’nough time to quite appreciate these eloquent lyrics, the other singer in a comically deep, southern accent repeats this 1st verse, line-by-line. & then in the 3rd verse the main singer comes back to whine ’bout how boring his Saturdays are.

Grade: S

7. No Giving Up

I’m also glad I was reminded ’bout this song, a funky-fresh whiteboy dance rap jam ’bout how you should totally, like, not end your life, homey. Move o’er “Not Like Us”: this summer I’m cripwalkin’ to these G-funk lyrics:

when you were just gettin’ in the groove
now you’re faced with something new

i’m hittin’ back y’all, kickin’ these 4 walls
just as hard as i can till i can’t crawl

well it’s all right we’re sayin’ our goodbyes
to the past & everything that ain’t right

Note: those last lines probably don’t work as well as the composer thought, given you’re s’posed to be trying to convince someone not to say goodbye to e’erything.

Grade: A

8. Dead Skin

¿Another store-brand country song?

some days i pray
someone will blow me away
make it quick but let it burn
so i can feel my life fade

¿& what happened to “no givin’ up now, y’all”? This song is literally the opposite o’ the previous: the last 1 was all, “forget ’bout the past, it’s OK”, & this 1’s all, “I can’t shed my skin / ¿why can’t I begin again?”.

Sonically, the hokey music & verse singing isn’t doing it for me, & the way they sing the chorus, especially the, “I CAN’T GET OUT OF THIS DEAD SKIIIIIIN”, sounds weirdly muffled. Still better than that “Colors” song, tho.

Grade: C

9. Disco

This song is just bizarre: verses mocking somebody who seems to think they’re hot shit, but they’re “act[ing] like a whore beggin’ for crack or a sack”, but actually the singer could totally beat their ass, only to contradict that with the last line o’ the verses, “with every breath you take you bring me down”; then we get some whispered tough-guy lyrics; & then we get a bouncy chorus ’bout how somebody’s discoing so much that they soiled their own pants — I’m not making that up, that’s part o’ the chorus. & I don’t e’en know what’s going on in the bridge — “¿so what’s your point?”, indeed. If I had to guess, this song is probably ’bout some friend o’ the singer’s who ruined their life doing drugs, & the discoing is a goofy metaphor for these drug trips. It’s very odd how the band bounces from vague & cliché songs like “Cold” or “Dead Skin” to mindboggling songs like this.

I won’t pretend it’s not catchy & fun to sing ’long to, “you’re wasted now & you’re gettin’ on down with the disco…”, tho.

Grade: A

10. The Unknown

This song’s main doomy riff is the best on this album, as is the solo in the middle & the weird sounds o’ a car skidding on the road. The lyrics, meanwhile, are vague & bland, but inoffensive, with talk o’ “walkin’ in your shoes” & “steppin’ all over your soul”.

Grade: B

Conclusion

Like Breaking Benjamin’s Saturate, this album was mo’ interesting than I remember.

Final Grade: B

Like Puddle of Mudd, Hinder is 1 o’ those bands you know rookies don’t know ’bout when they call Nickelback the worst post-grunge band e’er. Hinder is Nickelback, but somehow e’en less interesting, as a’least Nickelback sometimes make songs ’bout prom queens dumping their newborn babies in the trash, whereas I’m pretty sure the most out-there song Hinder has e’er wrote is 1 ’bout having hate sex after smoking weed. ¿So why am I covering this band? Well, for 1, the other band I was considering, Buck Cherry, seemed e’en less interesting…

The album we’re reviewing is the only 1 anyone cares ’bout, Extreme Behavior — extreme for boomers, that is. You can see how extreme this album is by the super sexy vanilla woman in heart-red lingerie, which certainly pops 1 o’ my monocles.

1. Get Stoned

If this sounds like a generic hard-rock song, prepare yourself: this was its 1st big single & with its ringing opening, marching verses, & catchy chorus o’, “go home, get stoned”, — that is the extreme behavior this album opens with, doing 1 o’ the least dangerous drugs that e’en my nerdy ass does — which was clearly meant to be relatable to all the white trash couples ( no hate ), this will surely be the least generic o’ this album’s repertoire.

& honestly, it’s a banger, I guess. I’ve thrived thru several years o’ not listening to it, & will probably not go back & listen to it again hereafter, so I wouldn’t exactly call it a fav, but I do have nostalgia for it, a’least — & I do like that growled, “LEEEEET’S”, that opens up the chorus with all its cheese.

Grade: B

Music Video

The music video is just the band singing on stage with them surrounded by sexy women. Yawn. Worse, the band doesn’t e’en have rizz: the lead singer is a twink who looks like he belongs in an emo bad & does awkward movements with his arms as he sings that makes him look like he has some motor dysfunctions.

Grade: D

2. How Long

This song is low-key kinda a banger, too, with its fast-paced chorus, especially the growly way the singer sings, “I can’t see him with you”, as he leads into the chorus. Howe’er, here is where I start to notice the terrible lyricism, especially in the chorus, where we get the double-decker o’, “¿why’d you go & break what’s already broken?” ( if it’s already broken, ¿how could one break it after? ) & “I try to take a breath but I’m already choking” ( trite ).

Worse, this song in general is a childish incel anthem, whining ’bout some woman who’s with someone else & how she tries to friendzone him, to which he replies, maturely, “with 1 finger I said, ‘¡fuck that!’”. Yeah, you sure burned her, bro. You sure triggered that mom from 7th Heaven. This is surely the extreme behavior we were promised by this album’s title.

Grade: C

3. By the Way

( Sigh ) I was hoping we would go longer before we got a lame, whiny ballad. & this particular song offers nothing: it is the most generic o’ hard rock ( that isn’t e’en hard ) songs. I’ve already forgotten the riffs & drumbeats, so let’s talk ’bout the lyrics. We get this great chorus:

& by the way
by the way
¿what made you think you’d have it your way?

Yeah, ho, it’s my way or the highway. Great to see we’re rhyming the same word with itself. This is literally a lamer version o’ the famous chorus from a Backstreet Boys song. I repeat: Hinder is being mogged by the Backstreet Boys. Also, I’d much rather listen to that song. With its bouncy chorus & snappy drums, it’s probably harder, too. ( Tho, ’course, not as hard as this memetic version from the ol’ internet that only the real ones know ).

The rest is no better. The refrain has the singer state plainly that he is having a breakdown. As I mentioned when reviewing Papa Roach’s “Binge”, I love when songs just tell you directly how they feel without any poetry or cleverness. This is nothing compared to Breaking Benjamin’s classic, “WHAT I FOUND IN THIS TOWN / I’M HEADED FOR A BREAKDOWN”. Take notes, Hinder… o’ 2 decades ago, I guess.

Grade: F

4. Nothin’ Good About Goodbye

A song so generic, it literally starts with cowbell — & a basic rhythm on it that’s basically the iconic 1 from Nazareth’s “Hair of the Dog” but slowed down & lower-pitched, to boot. Then we get the annoying, simplistic, thumping chorus, with the 1 exception being the way the singer drops his tone when entering the eponymous line.

The lyrics, on the other hand, are hilariously insipid. The 1st verse ends with the bizarre lines, “but then you called to say / you forgot that broach of your mother’s” ( replacing the mo’ natural possessive “mother’s broach” with the awkward prepositional phrase, “that broach of your mother’s”, to contrive a rhyme ). The 2nd verse matches that with, “but then you called again / to tell me how you’re going to blow my best friend” ( doesn’t sound like such a tight friend to me if he’s cucking you ).

Unfortunately, the rest is just boring & repetitive, with 2 whole section o’ just saying, “fa-faling apart”.

Grade: D

5. Bliss ( I Don’t Wanna Know )

Ugh. Technically, this probably has the singer’s best vocal performance on the chorus, but his best is just D-tier Sick Puppies singer, who is already a C-tier Three Days Grace singer. Meanwhile, the verses, as well as their drumbeats & main riffs, are all so snore-inducingly predictable.

The lyrics are no less predictable, & lack the cheesy humor o’ the previous song’s attempts @ lyrics: as a highlight, the chorus rhymes “kiss” with the totally original phrase, “ignorance is bliss”.

Grade: 😴

6. Better Than Me

I think you can do much better than me…

You’re right, Hinder: I could be listening to much better music than this. ¿What’s wrong with me?

This is a post-grunge ballad, which you know will suck, with its basic-bitch piano notes & strings. We do get a return to the odd lyrical choices o’ “Nothin’ Good About Goodbye”, with the singer singing with the deepest o’ agony, “I really miss your hair in my face / & the way your innocence tastes”. True poetry.

Grade: D

Music Video

I’m honestly surprised a song other than “Get Stoned” & “Lips of an Angel” got a music video. Apparently this album had 5 singles, including “How Long” & the upcoming “Homecoming Queen”. I ne’er heard any other than “Get Stoned” & “Lips of an Angel” on the radio, because nobody likes Hinder ’nough to need 5 singles in their life.

Anyway, this song’s music video radically reinterprets the song from a man sitting in regret in an empty house o’er the relationship he destroyed to a man literally killing himself by doing drugs, which also destroys a relationship. Unsurprisingly, it’s melodramatic, especially the way the man smashes the lightbulb to cook his evil drugs & the weird headscarf the woman wears to his funeral — which is to say that the music video is much mo’ entertaining than the song itself.

Grade: B

7. Room 21

This song is so amazingly trash. We have the goofy-ass Taco-Bell-cowboy fake country twang & the singer trying this sleazy voice, but just sounding goofy — especially the way he o’erannunciates, “this BYIIIITCH blew me away…”. Then we get to the chorus where whate’er cowboy tone we were trying to convey is completely blown ’way by the boy-band “buh buh-buh buh buh…”s. Later on the singer is apparently too chickenshit to say “cock”, so he says, “she said she loved the taste o’ my O, O, O…”, like an elementary school child.

This is what Genius had to say ’bout this song:

It’s that song about a 1 night stand! LOL Yeah Austin, it certainly is!

No comment.

Grade: 🤠

8. Lips of an Angel

¡Nooooo! ¡Not this song again! I already talked ’bout this song in the divorced dad rock album review, where this astonishingly only got an A, tho I think I should’ve bumped that up to an S.

Well, I didn’t really review it in detail, since I was focused more on relevance than quality; but I did say there that this song blows ass, & I stand by that. It’s a cheesy, schmaltzy ballad ’bout a dude talking lovingly to a woman he’s seeing on the side on the phone, with such heartwarming lyrics as, “O, well, my girl’s in the next room / sometimes I wish she was you”, as well as telling this other woman, “it’s hard to be faithful / with the lips of an angel”. Apparently this protagonist has ne’er heard o’ “emotional cheating”: bro, you ain’t be faithful.

Honestly, this drama wouldn’t be a bad concept for a song, but Hinder can’t write for shit & this song wastes its paltry verse lyrics ­— you know, what would be the meat o’ the song — on inane small talk. We don’t e’en know why this dude likes this woman, beyond I guess her voice being sexy. There’s no development o’ the drama o’ his girlfriend finding out or anything. E’en the song title is a waste: you’d hardly imagine a title like “Lips of an Angel” to refer to a side fling, nor is it particularly memorable or clever. It’s easy to get distracted from the main drama by the generic schmaltzy language. Imagine a trite, “I lovey lovey lovey love you, baby…”, & a few times there’s a few brief mentions o’, “O, yeah, so my real girlfriend’s in the room, so…”.

But mostly, this song just sounds like ass, with its twinkly opening frets & the melodramatic way the singer sings, especially on lines like, “sounds so sweeeeeeeet”. This song exploits e’ery cheap ballad trick in the book, & I hate it for that.

Grade: F

Music Video

The music video only makes this scenario look e’en mo’ absurd: the song has his girl in “the next room”, while here she’s in the same room, clearly looking @ him while he bellows into the phone ’bout how much he’s in love with another women.

I also feel like ’twas a bad idea to make his girlfriend a blonde bombshell, as it makes the protagonist look e’en dumber cheating on her for someone else he praises purely in aesthetic qualities — unless the twist is that his girlfriend has a gremlin voice, which would explain the protag’s emphasis on the other girl’s “lips of an angel”.

Also, we get more o’ the lead singer’s awkward arm gestures as he sings. I do like the extra drama o’ his yanking on his hipster tie like it’s a noose during the chorus near the end.

Grade: C

9. Homecoming Queen

Cool, so we’re starting out by ripping off the famous guitar riff from “Sweet Child o’ Mine”. Surely nobody would notice, certainly not the kind o’ boomer hard-rock fan who’d listen to Hinder.

If you could believe me, this is the worst song on the album. We have schmaltzy crooning singing o’er what sounds like music from a cheesy TV show opening. But the absolute worst is the chorus, with the “SHAME, SHAME, SHAME / THAT OUR HOMECOMING QUAAAAAENN”, with the singer intentionally mispronouncing “queen” just to keep the rhyme. Truly a sonic war crime.

The lyrics are clearly trying to be poetic without anyone actually thinking ’bout what they’re talking ’bout, so we get nonsense like, “she’s the holy ghost lost without a trace” & “& she never walked on water…”. Yeah, it’s crazy that some homecoming queen isn’t Jesus: I remember in Revelation they promised he’d return as a homecoming queen.

This song also has this condescending aura o’, “O, this poor girl ruined herself by getting into so much whoredom”, specially with the vomit-inducing lines, “she’s just somebody’s daughter / just looking for somebody to love her”, which seems hypocritical, given how the rest o’ this song treats women. & like all o’ Hinder’s songs, this song is so vague & abstract that I don’t really know what the problem is. For instance, we get the following lines:

but loved partin’ & havin’ too much fun
then she hooked up with the wrong someone
& he promised everything under the sun
& it seems to me
she’s a casualty of all the pressure
that he put on her
& now we’ve lost her for good

But no elaboration on what any o’ that means. ¿Who was this “wrong someone” & what did they do? ¿Were they a pimp who turned her into a prostitute? ¿A drug dealer? ¿What “pressure” did he put on her? ¿& what happened to her to make her “lost for good”? ¿Did she also give birth during prom & throw the baby in a dumpster? This could describe anything from a life-ending tragedy to some dude butthurt that another dude got the girl he wanted.

Grade: F

10. Shoulda

Hinder just keeps making these songs based round phrases that are both cliché & corny as hell: in this case “shoulda, woulda, coulda”, which sounds like what a child would say. But to be fair, this song’s concept isn’t terrible, & this time Hinder does give enough details while still being poetic, with the lines, “if I could go back in time / I’d say those 3 words”, clearly referring to “I love you”. It’s not amazing, but it’s the best lyrics I’ve seen from Hinder so far. Unfortunately, the rest o’ the lyrics are goofy. We follow that up with the bathic, “when you said those 3 words / I kinda freaked out”, as well as mo’ trite & corny rhymes, like, “& this can’t be saved if you can’t be found / you hung up & left me for dead on the ground”.

As for the music… I don’t care ’nough ’bout the music to talk ’bout it. Somebody is certainly playing drums & guitar on this song. I assume there’s bass, too: I think it’s buried in the mix.

Grade: D

Conclusion

& now we see why Hinder has been forgotten while Nickelback still stays firmly lodged in our minds: Hinder isn’t e’en memorably bad, just bland. They had a couple hits which weren’t e’en that good or outright awful & a bunch o’ padding round it. My deepest apologizes for how boring this review was, but if we are to get a clear look @ 2000s metal / hard rock, we must acknowledge the tediously bad as well as the wonderful awful.

Final Grade: D

Encore was an album so bad that people theorize Eminem made it bad on purpose to deliberately sabotage his own career due to becoming so jaded with his rap persona, e’en tho I haven’t seen any quote from Eminem backing this up. ( Mo’ likely ’twas a mix o’ being on drugs; rushing out songs to replace songs that were leaked… because for some reason he couldn’t just release the album with leaked songs, for no reason given; & just wanting to get this album out, & thus lacking the ambitious care that went into his earlier albums when he was trying to make it, now that he had already made it ). After 3 classic albums & only 2 years after what many consider possibly his best song e’er, “Lose Yourself”, his devolution here is striking.

As a kid who didn’t have the most discerning tastes, I didn’t notice quite as much, tho as I went down my older sister’s collection o’ albums in chronological order, I did lose interest round albums 3 & 4. In particular, I mistook the goofiest songs on this album for the usual wackiness he exhibited back on The Slim Shady LP, where he would have songs involving him rapping ’bout raping a fat woman o’er Italian soap opera music & ’nother where he rapped ’bout beating up Foghorn Leghorn with an acorn. Tho those songs were considered the worst on this album, those were actually the ones that stuck with me the most; & since this is a series that revels in fascinating disasters, they will surely be the songs we fixate on the most today.

1. Curtains Up

Like all Eminem albums, this is full o’ kinda pointless skits. This a’least opens the album’s o’erarching story where he walks onstage to cheering crowds with a gun hid ’hind his back ( which you wouldn’t know unless you looked @ the insert o’ the CD ) & continues the theme introduced in its earlier twin, The Eminem Show, o’ the irony o’ people hero-worshipping someone as fucked up as Eminem.

Grade: A

2. Evil Deeds

Eminem: “¿What if I repeated the last phrase o’ each line multiple times to pad out the 1st verse?”.

“& also, ¿what if I randomly interpolated a remix o’ ‘Mary Had a Little Lamb’? Also, ¿have I mentioned that my dad was a deadbeat yet?”.

predominantly, predominantly,
everything’s always predominantly
predominantly white, predominantly black
well, ¿what about me?
¿where does that leave me?
well, I guess that I’m between predominantly both of ’em

it turns out Logic is not the 1st “biracial” rapper, after all.

We also get such gems as, “it’s such bullshit, it’s tuch mull bish” — no, I didn’t mistype that last part: he just says a bunch o’ gibberish for no reason — & him interpolating “Ring Around the Rosie” for no reason. What we don’t really get is much o’ the multiple internal rhymes that is kind o’ why people like Eminem so much. This whole song sounds halfassed, from the rambling lyrics, basic chorus, & generic bump-clap beat. Hell, it’s so halfassed that the last verse ends with Eminem talking ’bout passing the baton to 50 Cent, only for the song to end. ¿Did somebody leave 50’s verse out or was Eminem just, like, “¡psyche! ¡fuck you, 50, if you think you’re featuring on my album!”.

Grade: F

3. Never Enough ( feat. 50 Cent & Nate Dogg )

O, here’s 50 Cent.

In contrast to “Evil Deeds”, which was a hilarious trainwreck, this song is just… fine. It’s got a dramatic beat, Em’s typical catchy “miracle spherical lyrical” rapping, & an e’en catchier chorus with Nate Dogg’s smooth voice. Granted, Em’s voice sounds weirdly strained in the chorus, but whate’er. I could put it in the background & enjoy it perfectly fine.

Howe’er, none o’ the lines are memorable for being good, & the lines memorable for being weird aren’t as funny as the kind o’ trainwrecks we’ll see later. Eminem whines ’bout how people don’t respect him ’nough, as he does all too oft, despite being 1 o’ the most respected rappers out there; 50 Cent says some generic gangster shit, with 1 particular line standing out to me: “i go ballistic as hieroglyphic”. Genius tells me it’s a reference to the phrase, “to go up the wall”, & I believe them, since it makes mo’ sense than anything I could theorize; but I was already familiar with the phrase & somehow putting together the riddle o’ “¿what do ballistic & hieroglyphic have in common?” didn’t lead me to that phrase. It doesn’t help that it awkwardly uses an adjective as a simile: would’ve made mo’ sense to say “i go ballistic as hieroglyphs”. Whate’er: I’d take a weird-ass line like that o’er forgettable lines like, “you gon’ say the wrong shit & get your whole face split”.

The other line that stood out to me was in the middle o’ Nate Dogg’s smooth chorus o’ normal, serious lines, where he suddenly bursts out, “no matter how many magazines on my nuts”. I can’t tell if this is bragging ’bout magazines loving them or mentioning Eminem’s long beef with the owner o’ the hiphop magazing The Source, Benzino — yes, Eminem beefed with a magazine owner, & that wasn’t e’en the goofiest beef he was in round the time. All I imagine is somebody holding up a large stack o’ magazines on their cock… which, now that I think ’bout it, would mean having a strong, presumably large cock, so… I guess it actually works great as a brag.

Grade: C

4. Yellow Brick Road

Well, it’s certainly not Breaking Benjamin’s “Home”, that’s for sure.

I’d already heard that this was the song Eminem made to respond to the excavation of ol’ racist raps he made in response to a black girl dumping him. What I didn’t know till I relistened to this song is that he “addresses” it by rambling for 3 verses ’bout irrelevant shit ’bout his past like Grampa Simpson before finally coming up the story o’ the girl who dumped him & being all, “Yeah, it was racist, sorry ( ¡tho some people thought my rapping was so good! )”. I love how he claims he was only dating this black girl to piss off his on-again / off-again girlfriend, Kim, which makes it sound worse: it’s easier to empathize with someone who was racist due to having their mind clouded by emotional pain than someone who was just annoyed their scheme didn’t work.

Also, lol that X Clan was “racist” ’cause ’twas Afrocentric. I don’t e’en know where this idea that white rappers were out in the early 90s: the Beastie Boys still had plenty o’ hits in the early 90s, like “Pass the Mic”, “So What’cha Want”, & “Sure Shot”, toured with respected rap acts like Cypress Hill as early as 1992, & collaborated with respected rappers like Biz Markie & Q-Tip. Em could’ve just learned to play the guitar & drums & became a rock-rapper: problem solved.

Also, this song sounds like ass: I hate the click drums & the weird mouth sounds Eminem makes in the background thruout & the goofy squeaky notes, as well as the country-bumpkin chorus. Tho “Evil Deeds” is, from a critical level, mo’ half-assed, I would actually rather listen to that than this song, which isn’t funny, just boring & annoying.

Grade: F

5. Like Toy Soldiers

I think fans generally like this song. I am not 1 o’ them, howe’er: I ne’er liked Eminem’s super serious songs. I’m sorry, but you can’t go from rapping ’bout wrapping a rope round your penis & jumping from a tree or raping your own mother to making this kind o’ mawkish ballad comparing yourself to a solider ’cause you beat a rap beef with the owner o’ a fucking hiphop magazine or Ja Rule, who is so unimportant people only remember him from losing a beef to Eminem. Famous bitch boy Drake wasn’t this whiny ’bout his beef with Kendrick — & Eminem won this beef.

Also, the lyrics are lame & uninspired, with the 1st 2 lines rhyming “solider” with “never blows his composure” with “i hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders”. Usually when Eminem has wack lyrics they’re a’least memorably goofy, like “that’s an awfully hot coffee pot” or “you bring the buns, i’ll bring the asperger’s”: this song’s mostly shit any rapper could write.

Grade: D

Music Video

The music video adds extra bathos to the melodrama by trying to depict 1 o’ Eminem’s homeys dying in the hospital with all o’ the acting props o’ a 12-year-ol’ school play & plenty o’ poorly-hidden green-screening. My favorite part is when Eminem suddenly tosses a food cart o’er while in the hospital waiting room, presumably with rage, but he has the dullest o’ expressions on his face.

Grade: D

6. Mosh

I think Eminem fans also genuinely like this song, which shows how easy they are to impress, given that there were many, many better antiwar songs by rock bands like System of a Down. The beat & rap meter are so stock, the political commentary is rudimentary, the 1st verse goes into a weird tangent ’bout Eminem’s achievements for some reason, &, worst o’ all, it tries to make this cringe comparison ’tween moshing — a type o’ dancing — & protesting. & it’s not like Eminem couldn’t do good political songs: “White America” is a great mockery o’ the hypocrisy o’ conservatives criticizing him, dripping with the thickest o’ irony. But the problem is that this song is 100% serious & genuine, & I can’t take seriously the idea that The Real Slim Shady is going to lead his listeners into dancing the bad politics ’way. People call stuff like American Idiot or Muse’s weird cyberpunk album or e’en some people consider Rage Against the Machine cringe, but none o’ them e’er made songs ’bout revolutionary dancing. All I can say is, for someone notorious for his very, very naughty homophobic language, Eminem sure made the gayest political song e’er, & it’s not e’en ’bout gay rights. ¿Where was the outrage @ that injustice?

Grade: F

Music Video

Congrats to the 15-year-ol’ Newgrounds animator for their great work on the animated parts. Honestly, I kinda like how weird this music video looks with its tacky blend o’ different animation styles & live action, e’en with the cliché conspiracy theory stuff ’bout Bin Laden being fake or the weirdly irrelevant tangent that isn’t in the song @ all ’bout racist police.

Grade: 🕺

7. Puke

All right, now here’s the kind o’ stuff I want to listen to: a goofy-ass song that starts with the sound o’ puking where Eminem drunkenly wails ’bout his bitch ex, with plenty o’ elongated line-ending syllables & off-key falsetto. I think my favorite line is the 1 where he ends a line early with “instead of a letter that you’d probably just shred up”, & then fills in the remaining space by just going, “yead-dah”. Genius claims he’s saying “yeah”, but that’s complete bullshit: he’s saying, “yead-dah”.

Honestly, tho, some o’ these lines are kinda metal, like the part where he just goes off on his ex, calling her a “fucking cokehead slut” & saying he hopes she goes to hell & that “Satan sticks a needle in your eye”. If only the average post-grunge “my ex is a bitch” song from the likes o’ Theory of a Dead Man or Puddle of Mudd had this much spiteful energy, they’d… well, they’d still suck, but a li’l less. E’en funnier, Eminem follows these hateful lines with, “but please don’t get me wrong, I’m not bitter or mad”. Whether Eminem is in on the joke or not, I don’t care.

E’en the stomp-clap beat with the heavy bass is pretty catchy.

What I’m saying is, I actually kind o’ like this song, tho I’m not sure I could e’en decide on a real critical grade for it, so we get the obvious grade:

Grade: 🤮

8. My 1st Single

This song is a shitpost: the chorus is Eminem basically saying, “lol, I made a shitty song”, while burping in the background while the most horrendous clickity-clack beat plays on endlessly while in the verses Eminem sputters absolutely nonsense — e’en by his standards. ¿E’er wanted to hear the riveting story ’bout Eric waking from swallowing generic-brand sleeping pills to find that he had gay sex with his best friend, Derrick? ¿Who’s Eric & Derrick? Fuck if I know. ¿Want to hear ’bout a fictional sex tape o’ underage Britney Spears & Justin Timberlake while they were Mouseketeers in the Mickey Mouse Club? ¿No? Well, fuck you, that’s what you get. I guess you could say the verses’s lyrics are somewhat imaginative. But there are much better shitposts on this album, already. This is nearer to “Evil Deeds” in terms o’ lack o’ effort.

Grade: F

9. Paul (Skit)

O’ all the skits revolving round Eminem’s manager, Paul Rosenberg, this is 1 o’ the least inspired. Yes, Eminem, you’re really edgy & dangerous for making the same jokes ’bout Michael Jackson that e’eryone else was doing @ the time.

Grade: D

10. Rain Man

Here’s a much better shitpost, especially with the weirdly catchy chorus, “’cause I ain’t got no leeeegs / or no braaaaain / niice to meet you / hiii, my name is… / i forgot my naaaaame”, only to pause after trying to say his new name & to say in a very quiet, monotone voice, “Rain Man”. In this case the song is less ’bout Eminem intentionally making a bad song & mo’ implying that Eminem’s too mentally retarded to make a good song, which, given the effects the drugs were having on his brain @ this point, was probably somewhat true. I find the line, “i just did a whole song & i didn’t say shit” ironic, as he says mo’ in this song than “Evil Deeds” or “My 1st Single”: we get to learn that Eminem was the 1 who killed Superman by putting him next to Darth Vader & we get to learn the complex intricacies o’ what is & is not gay sex on the 2nd verse from him & his friend, Dr. Dre.

Grade: 🌧️👱‍♂️

11. Big Weenie

¡Here we go! ¡The best song on the album! This song is essentially a parody o’ what all diss tracks are: claiming one’s “weenie” is bigger than their opponent, with the ’bout the same essential maturity o’ this song’s chorus:

you’re just jealous of me ’cause you, you just can’t do what i do
so instead of just admitting it you walk around & say
all kinds of really mean things about me
’cause you’re a meanie, a meanie
but it’s only ’cause you’re just really jealous of me
’cause i’m what you want to be, so you just look like an idiot
when you say these mean things, ’cause it’s too easy to see
you’re really just a big weenie, a big weenie

Interspersed ’tween these choruses are absurdist verses wherein the protagonist tries to investigate why the addressee is being so “mean” to the protagonist. This includes putting sunglasses on a frog & asking the addressee what they have in common. The answer to this brilliant riddle is that they’re both “green with envy & look like idiots with sunglasses on ’em”, which ’course made the sunglasses completely irrelevant. Squeezed into this song’s short 3 verses are further gems o’ brilliance: for instance, we get the deep philosophical musing: “¿now why did they make Yoo-hoo?”, only for Eminem to reveal the absurdity o’ such an assumption that there is a why to anything with the following nonsequitor, “pippity-kaka poo-poo”: food exists purely to come back out as feces. Such is the frivolous cycle o’ existence in which we find ourselves trapped. & we can’t forget the profound moral @ the end o’ this song: “that if you say mean things, the weenie will shrink”.

We also get a poetic description o’ just how much bigger Eminem’s weenie is than our unnamed addressee’s: “mine is like sticking a banana between 2 oranges”, somehow rhyming the infamously rhymeless “oranges” with “yours is”, “doing this”, & “pointless”, thanks to Eminem’s weird accent. ( We get similar bizarre rhymes in verse 2 with “booth all day”, “truth, OK”, & “tooth decay” as Em smoothly transitions from bragging ’bout his rapping prowess to pointing out his rap opponents bad dental hygiene ).

People like to portray this song as an attempted ( & failed ) diss track gainst Benzino, but given how self-deprecating this song is, I doubt it. @ the beginning o’ the 2nd verse Em flubs in the middle o’ the 1st line, only to stutter out in the tone o’ someone clearly bullshitting that, “that’s just what you wanted to hear is that i fucked up, ¿ain’t it? that i can’t bust 1 take without looking @ no paper”. & in the middle o’ verse 3 we get the line, “you look like i sound like singing ’bout weenies”.

’Hind this whole song is an absurdly dramatic & repetitive pounding beat & chord. But as a garnish @ the end, after the final chorus Eminem mutters, “fuck off my dick”, followed by some weird monster voice sounding like it’s crying. Truly this is art.

Grade: S

12. Em Calls Paul (Skit)

This is just the previous Paul skit, but from Eminem’s point o’ view, & with the weird voice effect Em uses when he’s playing as “Christopher Reeves”, for some reason.

13. Just Lose It

This song’s mo’ annoying than funny, & is the most dated on this album, revolving round the same jokes ’bout Michael Jackson that e’eryone’s already made by now, as well as some other pop culture references — many o’ which were already dated back then, like the random references to Pee-Wee Herman — & some randomly thrown in potty humor, none o’ which has any connection to any part o’ the song like in Em’s magnum opus “Big Weenie”, for flavor.

I think what’s most absurd & dated ’bout this song, that strangely nobody seems to mention, is in the chorus, where Eminem makes a joke ’bout saying, “yeah, boy, shake that ass — oops, I mean girl”, & then in the music video it shows a li’l boy being replaced by a li’l girl shaking her ass. Only in the early 2000s could someone imply that paedophilia is only bad when gay without becoming a source o’ ridicule.

Also, the juicy synth beats are gross to listen to.

Grade: F

Music Video

If you ignore the terrible music, the music video is actually pretty good. It actually goes into greater depth on the Michael Jackson mockery, making fun o’ him getting his hair set on fire, as well as all the flashy costumes he & other artists like MC Hammer had. I think this would’ve worked better if the references were just left as visuals & the song, I dunno, focused more on the absurdity o’ Eminem’s fame in comparison.

Grade: A

14. Ass Like That

& then we get the tragic tale o’ a racist Indian stereotype possessed by a dog puppet being hassled by the police just ’cause he popped a boner in the movie theater while watching some movie stars he finds attractive, some o’ which are underage. ’Twas brave o’ Eminem to use his platform to speak out on this lesser-known example o’ police brutality gainst minorities. While ridiculously racist, I have to admit the fake Indian sitar music with the deep bass is catchy, as well as the ridiculously childish, “¡da-doing doing doooing!” @ the end o’ each line o’ the chorus.

Genius calls this “what many consider to be a low point in Eminem’s career”, but I refuse to believe this song is worse than “Just Lose It”: “Just Lose It” is a song anyone could make in a few seconds; its jokes are all stock, & it’s somehow e’en mo’ paedophilic. While this song may not be good or well-written or e’en funny, it’s the kind o’ bizarre concept that nobody else could come up with, & I have to give it credit for that.

Grade: Da-Doing Doing Doing

Music Video

You can’t say the music video wasn’t well-made, given the source material, especially with the opening scene where Eminem fights with a dog puppet ’cause it insulted him, that explains how this all happened. I particularly want to highlight the use o’ puppets for when Eminem is possessed by the dog & the goofy way it parodies ass anthems o’ the time with all the women in the background shaking their ass whole Eminem’s in front playing with a slinky.

Grade: A

15. Spend Some Time (feat. Obie Trice, Stat Quo, 50 Cent)

I love how after a string o’ intentionally absurd songs, we get this song that tries to be serious, but is e’en mo’ absurd because o’ that. After some terrible, off-key singing from Em, trying to speak from the heart ’bout heartbreak, only to kill any chances o’ me taking this song seriously with the 1st line, “if there’s any bitches in this room”. His guest features don’t help: Obie Trice starts his verse with the Shakespearean lines, “I never woulda thought that I’d see you outta control / even though my penis was deep down in your hole”. This is immediately followed by Obie Trice being so desperate to find a rhyme with the poetic word, “hoes”, that he mangles the term “soulmates” into the awkward, “mates of soul”.

His verse is then followed with somehow e’en worse singing from Eminem, with his voice twisting highly in a particularly annoying way on the rhymes “mine” & “right”, but this time Em is accompanied by a woman with the most hilariously high-pitched voice in the world, as if this woman sucked a whole balloon o’ helium.

& then, in stark contrast to Em trying too hard to sing, we get Em barely e’en trying to rap, with many lines seeming to not e’en rhyme, which is kinda what he’s s’posed to be good @: the 1st 4 lines end with “before”, “truly are”, “daughters”, & “drawers” — &, no, e’en Em’s weird accent can’t contort those into rhymes.

I love how the 2nd chorus with its tragic singing is interrupted by Stat Quo laughing out, “ha ha, yeah right, bitch / spend some time on my dick”.

& the last verse has 50 Cent being terrible @ flirting with women, with such suave lines as “you have very nice lips”, but somehow getting the woman anyway.

Forget “Ass Like That”, “Big Weenie”, or “Rain Man”: o’ all the songs on this album, that this song exists is the most baffling — which is probably why nobody remembers or talks ’bout it. Eminem is the kind o’ rapper where him singing a serious song ’bout heartbreak is mo’ baffling than him singing a song ’bout jerkin’ it in a movie theater.

Grade: F

16. Mockingbird

This song is just as lazy as the rest, but because it’s ’bout his daughter fans eat it up. Eminem is less rapping than mumbling thruout the song, barely rhyming, — which, again, is kinda what he’s s’posed to be good @ — & the main beat is the most cliché nursery rhyme music. On the plus side, Em’s singing on the chorus is pretty all right, as opposed to the rest o’ this album. The final chorus with the intensity @ the end is high & above the best part o’ the song & the only time Eminem does something serious well on this whole album.

If anything, this song is the biggest wasted potential on this album &, really, the biggest casualty o’ Em’s drug-induced state: as far as I’m concerned, any song worth remembering on this album up to this point is only worth remembering ’cause it’s a drug-induced fever dream; this is the 1st song that would’ve benefited from being made by a sober mind & polished into a real song. Whereas most o’ the other songs are just random bullshit, this song’s lyrics are saying something, but are basically just typed out prose that needed to be revised into an actual song structure. O well. I guess @ the same time you could say this attempt @ serious self-reflection while under the grips o’ drugs is interesting in itself.

Grade: D

Music Video

The decision to use home videos certainly fits this song. Honestly, the footage is mo’ interesting than the song itself. Hope none o’ the people in this footage — if it’s real footage & not staged with actors — are too embarrassed by it now.

Grade: B

17. Crazy in Love

I feel like it’s blasphemy for Eminem to blend the music & chorus from 1 o’ the biggest hits from 1 o’ the greatest women-led rock bands, Heart, with more o’ his mumbling misogynist rants ’bout his bitch ex who he, ne’ertheless, is still in love with. Let’s face it: this is a fucking Theory of a Dead Man song, but rapped — it’s “divorced dad rap”. I don’t want to hear Eminem clumsily compare his toxic relationship with someone else — where he sweetly croons, “you let me beat the shit out of you before you beat the shit out of me” — with… ¿his relationship with Dre? ¿Are they gay lovers? ¿Eminem’s daughter, Alaina’s, relationship with Hailey, her ( nonbiological, yes ) sister? OK, I don’t e’en want to continue with this line o’ thought. People complain ’bout the goofy, dumb songs on this album, which were clearly muddled by the drugs, but I would say those were mo’ harmless & less embarrassing than when Em tries to talk ’bout his serious life problems & it gets muddled by the drugs. It’s like the difference ’tween being round a zany drunk who spews goofy conspiracy theories or just says whacked-out shit & being round a morose drunk who mumbles ’bout some tragedy that befell them in muddled nonsense: the latter isn’t funny; it’s just awkward & depressing. I don’t e’en feel like I should have the right to listen to this song — like I’ve stolen Eminem’s personal diary.

In any case, I’d much rather just listen to “Crazy on You” by just Heart themselves.

Grade: F

18. One Shot 2 Shot

¿Why is the “1” spelled out, but not the “2”? You know, people blame Eminem for being whacked out, ¿but where was the quality control from all the producers round him, who were presumably mo’ sober? ¿You’re telling me Paul Rosenberg complained ’bout outraging Michael Jackson, but didn’t notice this obvious blunder?

Anyway, this song is the riveting story o’ Eminem’s rap group, D12, being caught in the middle o’ a shootout narrated in the least interesting way possible, with repeatedly exclamations o’ the general variety o’, “¡Holy shit! ¡This is crazy!”, mixed with needless details o’ what street so & so is on. We ne’er e’en find out why this shootout happens & it ends anticlimactically on the very last line with Proof just shooting someone in the knee — ¡which wouldn’t e’en be fatal!

The beat on this song, while repetitive & bland, is actually 1 o’ the better 1s on this generally musically sterile album; but the chorus is just annoying & goofy. Eminem sounds like he’s in a Dr. Seuss book the way he childishly counts off the gunshots, as well as with goofy euphemistic lines like, “this is where the fun stops”, which is hurt further by the sing-songy bouncy music. This is like the least gangster song ’bout a shootout e’er.

Grade: D

19. Final Thought (Skit)

A nice climactic build-up. Honestly, the o’erarching story o’ Eminem going on stage with a gun hidden ’hind his back & ending his show by blowing his brains out is the most interesting part o’ this album.

Grade: A

20. Encore / Curtains Down

This is a fun song, & a good swan song to this album & to what we might call an entire era o’ Eminem’s music. It’s hands-down the best unironic song on this album; & yet it’s nowhere near the greatness o’ the surrealist lyricism o’ classics like “Role Model” or the force o’ the bitter sarcasm o’ gems like “Marshall Mathers” — or any song off The Marshall Mathers LP, for that matter. I will almost certainly forget e’ery generic gangster rap line on this song. ¿Wasn’t Eminem liked specifically ’cause he was an alternative from the generic gangster rappers who flooded the 2000s?

Grade: C

Conclusion

This album is a mess, with 1 thing consistent thruout: sloppiness & just throwing shit @ the wall & seeing what sticks. I will go to my grave insisting that the “worst” parts o’ the album — the goofiest — are the best in that they are a’least fascinatingly bad, while the rest is all forgettable & mediocre.

FInal Grade: D

Yes, this is a real album. It is, in fact, their 1st e’er album, an EP released 6 whole years before their big LP debut, Infest. Whereas that album was clearly inspired by Rage Against the Machine, this album sounds like it’s aping, o’ all bands, Primus, with that twangy slap bass. As a young fan who for some reason loved Papa Roach so much that I sought out any record I could, I was baffled when I listened to this & heard not the angsty, dark metal to which I was accustomed, but a band plucking a guitar & babbling ’bout aborting babies. Having widened my rock palate & with my greater understanding o’ the early 90s funk metal scene with surreal bands like Mr. Bugle, Red Hot Chili Peppers, & the aforementioned Primus, — as well as early Incubus, which as I mentioned in an earlier review, also surprised me by how different it was from their later softer sound — such surprise has evaporated.

But while my younger self was confused, my present self is pleased, for such an absurd album makes a perfect candidate for Nostalgic Novelty Noughties 90s Nu-Metal.

1. Coffee Thoughts

For some reason this is misspelled “Cofee Thoughts” on YouTube Music; but it’s spelled correctly on the album cover & e’erywhere else I looked, so I’m not blaming this on Papa Roach themselves for making this mistake, but their label — & the capitalist system o’ production — for presumably hiring an intern paid with “exposure“, who thus is not paid nearly well ’nough to care ’bout properly spelling the name o’ an ol’ obscure Papa Roach song that nobody else but me is listening to when dumping it onto YouTube for a few extra ad $s.

Anyway, this album, fittingly, starts with a song ’bout coffee, which is always the best part o’ waking up. I like how this song starts with ominous clanking riffs that almost sound like an alarm going off, only for the band to give up on that & start plucking their guitars wildly. This album is fascinating in that it demonstrates a band so young they haven’t learned the bare basics o’ song composition, with these “songs” sounding less like actual songs with melodies, rhythm, or themes, & mo’ just screwing round with instruments & babbling silly nonsense o’er it. I compared this to Primus, but actually paying closer attention makes me better appreciate how despite how crazy & seemingly random Primus are, they still actually composed songs with structure & melodies.

& yet I kinda prefer this song’s lyricism to Papa Roach’s usual fare. If anything, it’s mo’ baffling that a band that early on could start a song with lines like, “my coffee stain is turned down / i sit & watch it burn no longer”, which is a perfect balance o’ being surreal ’nough to not be clear what it means, but give ’nough information & imagery to inspire some kind o’ metaphor, only to later on write bland angst like, “I AM ON A BINGE / I WISH THINGS WOULD CHANGE / WISH THEY’D REARRANGE / I’M ON A BIIIINGE”. I mean, ¿where else can you hear someone describe the Folgers founder as “a roasting soldier” or have a chorus that starts with, “¡Here comes the coffee man!”.

My 1 complaint is that according to the lyrics on Genius.com, the end o’ the chorus says “It’ll clean out your ears”, when I always ( faintly, thru the production that is just as seeping with mud as the coffee they describe ) heard “it’ll clean out your innards”, which I think is a better line. In fact, I still think I’m the 1 who’s right: 1, I still hear “innards”; 2, “clean out your ears” makes no sense: coffee accelerates digestion; it doesn’t go anywhere near your ears, unless you’re drinking it wrong. @ the risk o’ creating a violent schism, I must proclaim Genius.com to be wrong.

Honestly, despite this song’s obvious lack o’ technical quality, it’s still a fun song with fun lyrics & fun funky slap bass.

Grade: ☕

2. Mama’s Dress

This song is ’bout a young man struggling gainst their deepest transvestite desires, with the chorus, where Coby Dick — Mr. Dick, if you’re nasty, you’ll recall — frantically shouts, “¡I WOULDN’T WEAR! ¿WHO WOULDN’T WEAR? ¡SHE DIDN’T WEAR… MAMA’S DRESS!”, which, like Hemingway, says so much in so li’l: note how ’mong the 1st 2 sentences the protagonist goes back & forth from proclaiming that he would ne’er wear a mother’s dress to asking why one wouldn’t want to wear a mother’s dress: ¿why in our modern age do men still enslave themselves to the gendered rituals o’ segregated clothing decades after women had already freed themselves to wear trousers & T-shirts? & as a proud transvestite myself, I resonate with this song — ’cept I wear cute plaid skirts, not lame-ass mothers gowns from the 50s, which is maybe the real reason the protagonist wouldn’t wear it.

But then in the 3rd sentence we stealthily see the male protagonist become a “she”, hinting that what seems to be a mere interest in women’s apparel may be a full-fledged questioning o’ the protagonist’s gender. Thank you all for listening to my LGBTQ+ feminist analysis o’ Papa Roach.

Also, “tampax cheese-whiz” is a crazy phrase I’d ne’er expect in a Papa Roach song.

Grade: 🏳️‍⚧️

3. Lenny’s

This is a fun song with a catchy chorus, but it’s surprisingly e’en less coherent than the previous songs — tho I do like how this song continues from the last song, with the protagonist shouting for “the gown”, which is presumably the mama’s dress. Outside o’ that, this song seems to bounce ’tween 2 different perspectives thruout: the protagonist — who apparently goes by the name “wants the combo”, if the line “me llamo wants the combo” is any indication — complaining ’bout the prices & threatening to go to this mysterious place only known as Lenny’s — ¿or is is Denny’s? — &… no, wait, I just realized it’s the person ordering telling the person they’re ordering from, “I’m gonna have to ask you to leave”, followed closely after with, “& yes I’d like to order”, e’en tho that’s backward. Ne’er mind: it’s just 1 person, just 1 crazy ’nough to reverse roles with the staff for an instant.

As any work o’ sublime art, the composer ne’er tells us what this “Lenny’s” place is or take place there; contrariwise, the place the protagonist is actually in is ne’er named. The listener is left to imagine it for themselves, for it is not a literal place, but a representation o’ heaven, o’ paradise, an escape from the burden o’ a reality where we are stuck in restaurants with o’erpriced food. Now that fast food places like McDonald’s are steeply raising their prices, this song is only mo’ relevant.

But while Lenny’s may be a protest gainst this unjust reality, the protagonist ne’er goes there, only dreaming o’ it. @ the end o’ the chorus, a voice asks, “¿why do trees have green leaves?”, 1 o’ the few to question the seemingly iron laws o’ reality. But that voice apparently realized how dangerous this kind o’ rebellion is, for immediately after, they say, “i don’t know why, but i’ll eat my peas, yeah”, sitting back down & acquiescing to the reality outside o’ this mystical Lenny’s they feel powerless to fight.

Grade: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

4. Lulu Espidachi

I love how Jacoby Shaddix’s — or “Jacoby Shaddox”, as it is weirdly misspelled on the album cover — singing is so incoherent that e’en Genius.com gave up trying to transcribe it @ a few parts, just leaving question marks — leaving us “findin’ nothin’ but questions & devils”, as Coby had proclaimed in “Last Resort”. Looking up “Espidachi” only shows results revolving round this obscure song, so I’m assuming it’s a surname Papa Roach made up. I believe this song is ’bout an ol’ woman knocking on the protagonist’s door & pestering him asking if he’d like to buy some bananas, which irritates the protagonist & leads him to wonder if “it’s time to buy that sign” — presumably a “no solicitors” sign, a wry social commentary on how door-to-door salesmen only seem to succeed @ encouraging the sales of other wares from somewhere else to deal with them.

But if we mistake this song as a simple relatable story ’bout the travails o’ the e’eryman dealing with annoying solicitors, we would miss a vital piece o’ the puzzle o’ this album’s arc: for subtly slipped into the middle o’ this song is the reveal that the protagonist’s anxiety comes not from having to deal with a salesperson, but being reminded o’ her gender dysphoria by having these phallic bananas shoved into her face, leading her to ask the seemingly out-o’-nowhere question, “¿what do i look like? ¿a freakin’ hermaphrodite?”. Hidden within this mask o’ a silly tale ’bout annoying solicitors is the real story o’ a trans woman’s gender dysphoria leading to social alienation.

Grade: 🪧

5. Cheez-Z-Fux

& yet our protagonist forces herself into the public & tries to drown out her anxieties with red hot capitalist consumption by going to the club. Here we see that our lesbian trans woman’s gender dysphoria has grown to an outright disgust with all things male, with her view o’ the feminine “butterfly colors” seemingly ruined when she next sees what is mo’ an absurd caricature o’ a man:

he’s got gold chains & hair chest
he’s making me sick in his saturday night best

Instead, she turns her attention to a woman she calls “sweetcakes”, on whom she tries corny, cliché pickup lines, like asking her her sign & telling her she was “made in heaven”. Near the end, as if parallel to the beginning description o’ the man who made her sick, we see a much different description o’ this woman:

then he saw the most beautiful creature he’d ever seen:
that wide-brimmed hat, that fake pink fur coat,
& those fishnet stockings

& then @ the end the protagonist’s feeling o’ being alone are evaporated when it is revealed to her that this woman is a pimp just like her, making her realize that her newfound womanhood would not interfere with her career.

Grade:

6. I Love Babies

This is the song I mainly remember: an edgy song whose chorus goes, “a-bort-a a-bort-a a-bort-a a-bort-a, NO MORE BABIES”, the “abort” part sung with all the eloquence o’ a braying goat. I won’t e’en pretend to know what the rest o’ this song is ’bout, specially the line, “call me a little jew, me & you, a cup or 2”. Since the protagonist is talking ’bout masturbating, my best guess is it’s a riff on circumcision. What I do know is that the line, “gotta like your dick, gotta like your dick, gotta like your dick”, is the protagonist struggling with her gender mo’.

Wait, no… No, this song isn’t an edgy song ’bout aborting all babies: it’s just ’bout masturbation, with the “spilled seed”, to speak Biblically, being like aborted babies. Not gonna lie: the edgy song ’bout abortion just being a lame metaphor for jerking off is very disappointing, like discovering that someone you once looked up to wasn’t as great as you thought they were. I guess that’s not unlike my general experience o’ growing out o’ Papa Roach & sharpening my palate on mo’ artistic, cerebral music outside the mainstream, like Swans or Breaking Benjamin.

Grade: 😔

7. Dendrilopis

I think this is s’posed to be a parody o’ early Beastie Boys, with 3 boy voices rap-shouting o’er each other o’er cheap beats — very different from the rest o’ this album. I have no idea why this is here — but then I could say that ’bout e’erything on this album. Searching “dendrilopis” just gives results for this song, so it’s ’nother word Papa Roach made up. I’m guessing it’s a mishmash o’ dendrite, which take in senses to nerves; tendril, a plant appendage; & metropolis. So it’s ’bout aroused wood cock, just like the lyrics, talking ’bout woodpeckers. Truly Mr. Coby Dick has lived up to his rap name on this album. Perhaps by this point our protagonist has learned to love her womanhood & having a penis — a “gock”, as the hip kids now say. Truly this album was ahead o’ its time — well, ’cept for the weak parody to 80s Beastie Boys: that’s aged ’bout as well as that time 1 o’ the Ramones tried to rap.

Grade: 🪵

Conclusion

This is 1 o’ those albums where taking a closer examination was a bad idea. Yes, I am still bummed out ’bout “I Love Babies”. Some music was meant to just be a vibe, as the hip kids now say, & not be delved into too deeply for risk o’ learning o’ things that may sour the experience; & the band who wrote such lyrics as, “¿what’s the deal, girl? / tearing up each other’s world / we should be in harmony, boy & girl”, is a prime example. O well: a’least we got to experience a beautiful tale ’bout a trans woman’s journey thru gender dyphoria that I didn’t completely make up in a desperate attempt to make sense o’ nonsense gibberish lyrics. Also, “Coffee Thoughts” & “Lenny’s” are legit bops.

Final Grade: 🥔🎄

¿Would you believe me if I said that St. Anger was the 1st Metallica album I’d e’er listened to. I liked it @ the time, — & still do — but I do remember thinking to myself while listening to it, { ¿This is the legendary Metallica? }. It wouldn’t be till I heard “Fade to Black” on the radio that I understood why this band was respected. Still, while obviously not as good as classics like Ride the Lightning, Master of Puppets, or their self-titled “Black Album”, St. Anger had potential, especially as the 1st album wherein they returned to metal — albeit, a nu-metal-like sound — after their weird hard rock detour in the 90s; & I would still say it’s better than Reload, e’en if “Fuel” & “The Memory Remains” ( a’least the latter’s music video, where James Hetfield keeps trying to chew the screen off, he’s mugging so much ) are themselves cheesy classics.

St. Anger had a punk, grungy, low-fi, garage rock sound, amplified by those “trash can lid” drums, that could have worked if they didn’t make these songs have the same lengths as their mo’ prog-metal predecessors from the 80s. Prog metal can have songs 8 minutes long ’cause they have many compositional variations; St. Anger doesn’t &, in tune with most nu-metal, lacked guitar solos, so its songs sounded repetitive. There’s a reason punk bands usually have short songs; & there’s a reason why fan remixes that try to improve this album usually shorten the songs.

Still, e’en with these flaws there’s 1 thing St. Anger has that no other Metallica album has to the same degree: its sheer level o’ silly cheese; & that is what we look for in Nostalgic Novelty Noughties Nu-Metal.

1. Frantic

This is 1 o’ the few songs the band still plays @ live shows & is still proud o’; luckily, that doesn’t mean it loses any cheesy charm, with that classic introduction to Lars Ulrich’s iconic trash can lid drums & then James Hetfield singing in the monotone voice o’ a gruff robot, “IF I COULD HAVE MY WASTED DAYS BACK… WOULD I USE THEM… TO… GET BACK… ON… TRACK”, followed by a refrain where he repeats in a goblin voice, “MY LIFESTYLE… DETERMINES MY DEATHSTYLE”, & then later, “FRANTIC TICK, TICK, TICK, TICK, TICK, ¡TOCK!”, all so hammily sung.

Despite how cheesy this song is, I do have to note that the chorus, where Hetfield sings in a much smoother voice, while jazzy guitar riffs play, does sound genuinely nice; & it’s not as if the silly parts o’ this song don’t fit the desperate, insane vibe this song’s going for, representing the sentiments o’ a man who thinks his end is coming @ any moment.

Grade: S

Music Video

¿Could one ask for anything mo’ from this music video? It’s a bunch o’ flashing images o’ someone crashing their car into shit in some suburban wasteland; the band jamming in front o’ scraggly, leafless boughs on what looks like a gray day in late autumn / winter ( perfect for the time I’m publishing this review ); some bearded guy drinking many shots o’ alcohol, & a close up o’ an analog clock ticking down the tick-tocks Hetfield keeps shouting ’bout to remind you that, yes, this is a song ’bout time.

Grade: ⏱️

2. St. Anger

Another classic, with such repeatable cheesy lines as the opening, “St. Anger round my neck / He never gets respect” & “I’M MADLY IN ANGER WITH YOU”. Tho, I think the funniest are the following:

I feel my world shake
like an earthquake

Those are literally synonyms: yes, your world shaking feels like the earth quaking ’cause your world is earth & shaking is quaking. That’s like singing the line, “I feel cold / like sensing something chilly”.

As iconic as this song is with its memorable lines & riffs, it is a victim o’ the problem I mentioned in the intro o’ being too long & repetitive. Also, you have outright boring parts, like the bridge, with boring basic playing & lines that feel rhythmless, repetitive, off-key, & unmemorable.

Grade: B

Music Video

This music video shows Metallica being such badasses as to play before a prison e’en after the security warns them that they ain’t doin’ shit if the inmates grab 1 o’ them & tries using them as a hostage, while also showing mo’ ’bout the lives o’ 4 inmates, which I guess is meant to humanize them — tho these scenes are so brief, it feels very vague. It’s a cool idea & I guess it fits with the theme o’ the inmates having anger managements issues that led them to prison.

Grade: B

3. Some Kind of Monster

This song starts with another iconic riff, 1st starting muffled & low, then breaking out in full with drums, & then adding jazzy variations on top.

Unfortunately, the lyrics aren’t nearly as memorable: the verses are just a stream o’ “This is the [noun] that [verb] you [modifier]”, while the noun asks, “¿Are we the people… SOME KIND OF MONSTEEEERRRR”. See, it’s saying something ’bout human nature, or something. I do kind o’ like the different ways Hetfield sings speaks the verse lines, but not so much the chorus, where he sometimes says “weeee the peopleeeee” with voice cracks. The song does end with some daemonic chant o’, “OMINOUS, I’M IN US”, which is pretty fun.

Then, if we the listeners, weren’t laughing yet, right @ the end the music suddenly breaks down to some goofy, squeaky riff while Ulrich just randomly bangs his drums. I have no idea why.

Grade: B

Music Video

This song’s music video is basically a trailer for their documentary named after this very song. It seems to reframe the song as being ’bout Metallica’s legacy & how they struggle to maintain it… which only makes the “¿Are we the people…?” bit all the mo’ jarring & ill-fitting. O well: the scenes o’ the band silently berating Ulrich’s experimental drumming is funny if you saw the scene in the movie.

Grade: B

4. Dirty Window

An underrated gem. ’Bove a stanky downtuned riff ( ¿have I mentioned how much I love downtuned guitars? ) the 1st verse ends with the amazing line in falsetto, “¡This house is cleeean, babe; this house is cleeean!”; & then above tribal thumping Hetfield slowly grunts out, “I. LOOK. OUT. MY. WINDOW. &. SEE. WHAT’S. GONE. WRONG… COURT. IS. IN. SESSION. &. I… SLAM… MY… GA-VEL… DOWN…”; then we get this jazzy riff with some clickity drum petals while Hetfield croons out & the smarmiest way, “I’m judgin’, I’m jury, & I’m executioner too”, just before the thumping drums come back & Hetfield just starts shouting out random words that end with “or”… ’Cept he apparently couldn’t think o’ too many words, since he had to repeat a few multiple times:

PROJECTOR. PROTECTOR.
REJECTOR. INFECTOR.
PROJECTOR. REJECTOR.
INFECTOR, INJECTOR, DEFECTOR, REJECTOR…

Then the song ends with clones o’ Hetfield chanting in tandem, “I… I…” while Hetfield, his voice cracking again, talks ’bout drinking from the “cup of denial” & “judging the world from my throne”.

This song is clearly ’bout judgmental hypocrites who put themselves ’bove others, but with much mo’, um, colorful way o’ expressing this common idea, most notable the metaphor on which this song is titled, “this window clean inside, dirty on the out” ( Hetfield’s performance for that line is genuinely great ). But according to Genius, this song is ’bout Hetfield’s alcoholism &… either how he thinks he’s healthy now that he’s sober, but people can still see him as scarred by his alcoholism, or that he’s deluded ’bout being sober @ all, still drinking from that “cup of denial”. That’s certainly a different way o’ thinking ’bout the common problem o’ alcoholism — so much so that I ne’er considered this song might be ’bout alcoholism, e’en tho I knew Hetfield’s angst o’er his struggle to get clean before & during the making o’ this album heavily inspired this album’s production for years. I’m going to admit, unless Hetfield himself said this song was ’bout his struggles with alcoholism, I’m skeptical & think this might be fans assuming the context they know the most was ’hind this album is ’hind e’ery song, like how people assume e’ery Linkin Park song is ’bout suicide after Chester Benington’s suicide. I don’t remember him saying so in the documentary, where they talked ’bout the writing o’ various songs ( I don’t remember them talking ’bout the writing o’ this song @ all, actually ).

Grade: A

5. Invisible Kid

Most people seem to think this is the worst song on this album, & possibly Metallica’s worst song e’er, & I can see why: it is hilariously inane, starting with these amazing lines, sung with complete hammitude:

INVISIBLE KID, NEVER SEEN WHAT HE DID
GOT STUCK WHERE HE HID, FALLING THRU THE GRID

Then, after 2 full verses o’ these grunted lines, Hetfield sings in a soulful voice, “i hide inside, i hurt inside, i hide inside, but i’ll show you…”, then in a ghostly voice, sings the chorus, saying the opposite, repeatedly saying he’s OK… & then the part just after has Hetfield grunt out, “OPEN YOUR HEART, I’M BEATING RIGHT HERE / OPEN YOUR MIND, I’M BEING RIGHT HERE”, followed by an e’en deeper voice grunting, “RIGHT NOW”. ’Hind all o’ these mood swings are the same repetitive drum clanging & chugging riffs.

Then we get to the bridge, where Hetfield, singing in he campiest way I think he’s e’er sung in his life, goes, “¡Oooooo! ¡What a goo-ood boy you are!”, & mo’, with each “¡Oooooo!” somehow getting e’en hammier. It is amazing. If you can’t get enjoyment from this, you have no soul.

It’s e’en funnier when you realize this song is just a laughably bad version o’ “The Unforgiven”, both having the same theme o’ a misunderstood child.

Grade: 👻🧒

6. My World

This song starts with 40 seconds o’ generic riffing before Hetfield out o’ nowhere cries out, “THE MOTHAFUCKAS GOT IN MY HEEAAAD”. After 1 mo’ line, we already get the prechorus, where Hetfield & his clones keep insisting, “It’s my wooorld… now”. If you’re being possessed by “motherfuckers” who are trying to make [you] someone else instead”, ¿is it really your world?

If that wasn’t silly, just listen to the bridge. Hetfield says in a comically deep, quiet voice, while o’erannunciating & pausing after nearly e’ery word, “not… ONly… do I NOT… know… the… answer…”, then starts shouting out, “¡I… DON’T… EVEN KNOW… WHAT… THE… QUESTION IS!”. Then, before the listener has time to adjust to whate’er the hell that was, Hetfield suddenly starts singing a different song, crying out in a high-pitched voice, “Gaaaaawd, it feels… like it only rains on meeee…”, repeated multiple times, sounding increasingly desperate each time & joined by his clones in the background… & then he goes back to the “not… ONly… do I NOT… know… the… answer…” part, only to end with a “¡Sucka!”, before chanting repeatedly, “Out of my head”, & then, “enough’s enough’s enough’s…” in an increasingly frantic voice.

I have a feeling “it’s my world now” is s’posed to be ironic &, in fact, the protagonist’s mental world is not in his control whatsoe’er & he is only trying desperately to insist it is.

Genius doesn’t e’en try to explain this song beyond saying that it hasn’t been played live e’er — presumably ’cause they’d bring on the straitjackets if they saw Hetfield singing these lines in person.

While this song has some o’ Metallica’s least-inspired music so far, I do like the way the riffs drone out, leaving the deep drumbeats & bass to shine thru, during the middle section’s chorus o’ Hetfield saying, “It’s my world, you can’t have it”.

Grade: fucking insane

7. Shoot Me Again

We have a verse where Hetfield wails spectrally, “I… won’t go away…”, followed by him in a deep voice shouting, “¡WITH A BULLET IN MAH BACK!” & a prechorus where he says in a deep but quiet cowboy voice, “SHOOT ME AGAIN, I AIN’T DEAD YET”. Later on he keeps repeating his demand to “SHOOT ME AGAIN” in an increasingly frantic tone. Then in the bridge he starts sputtering out nonsense:

WAKE THE SLEEPING GIANT, WAKE THE BEAST
WAKE THE SLEEPING DOG, NO, LET HIM SLEEP

If this were any other album, this would be its most deranged song; but this song had the misfortune o’ coming after “My World”. I do think this song sounds a bit better, with the deeper bass & drums & he haunting droning high riffs during the verses. Honestly, I think the guitar work on this album is a bit underrated: Kirk Hammett seems to be compensating for not being allowed to compose solos, like he would on classic albums, by experimenting with different tones.

Normally I would refuse to take seriously Genius’s claim that this song is ’bout Metallica’s angst @ the fucking Napster situation o’ all things. The lyrics make no hint to that subject & are just vague expressions o’ self-loathing. I would believe this song to be ’bout Hetfield’s alcoholism before that. Howe’er, if you watch the Some Kind of Monster documentary, it heavily implies this song is in fact inspired by Lars Ulrich’s angst o’er the backlash to the situation & how he for some reason thought edgy kids making exquisite flash animations making fun o’ them might nullify e’erything they’d done.

Also, this is not related to this song, but I want to also note that said documentary also has, I shit you not, a very dramatic scene where Ulrich feels torn o’er what was clearly his wife’s idea to sell his modern art paintings for millions, with him acting as if he was responsible for these paintings by… admiring them, not artists like Basquiat. That’s not e’en 1st-world problems: that’s 1% problems.

Grade: B

8. Sweet Amber

This 1 seems to be a fan favorite, & for good reason: those jazzy guitar twinkles @ the beginning followed by he grungy riffs, twanging bass notes, & thumping trash can drums are excellent, followed by Hetfield’s catchy sarcastic crooning ’bout the corruption o’ the music industry, making them do promos for radio stations to get their songs played, & Hetfield’s addiction to “sweet amber” — alcohol, to which he serenades in the chorus, saying li’l mo’ than, “Ooo, Sweet Amber… ¿how sweet are you?”.

This song’s much better composed: “Wash your back so you won’t stab mine / get in bed with your own kind” are legitimately good lyrics, — memorable but make perfect sense — as are, “she holds my hand… & I lie to get a smile” & the ironic childlike lyrics in the 2nd verse, using creative imagery o’ catching rabbits & fetching sticks to represent drug addiction, with “rolls me over until I’m sick” relating to both a playful dog & a hangover. I’m honestly kind o’ glad we got to a legitimately good song @ this point, as I was fearful after “Shoot Me Again” that we’d get too many similarly insane songs back to back & it would lose its luster.

Grade: A

9. The Unnamed Feeling

OK, but this is actually the legitimately best song on this album, with that opening noisy riff followed by such dark basslines. After work from my 1st job as a “liquor pusher” for an airplane catering company, a nightshift job where I would end my shift from 12 to 4 AM, when I would walk home thru a gray tunnel — the same tunnel I used to have as this website’s hero image, but changed, since ’twas a low-quality photo from my grandma’s ol’ cheap camera — I would love playing this song, as it perfectly fit the mood o’ an oily, dark sewerlike tunnel.

The singing is also great. Whereas the flaws in Hetfield’s attempts to sing beyond the limits to which he kept himself in earlier records generally led to great bathos in earlier songs, here his voice creaking from singing too high & the lack o’ rhythm in the verses gives a genuinely unnerving tone, especially o’er the noisy, chaotic riffs, especially followed by the desperate whispers repeating, “it comes alive, it comes alive… it comes alive & I die a little more…”, only to be followed by singing in a calm, tired tone ’bout “the unnamed feeling” that names this song while soft but low & dark notes play, only to then abruptly jump into a miserable-sounding shout as he sings the last line, “takes me away…”. E’en the bridge, where he awkwardly sings, “Get the FUCK out of here… I just wanna get the FUCK away from me”, which looks like it should be goofy, but sounds so miserable that it can’t help but sound harrowing, especially followed by just ranting ’bout the negative ways he feels — “I rage, I glaze [ OK, that sounds kinda goofy nowadays, given how we now use the word “glaze” ], I hurt, I hate”, followed by the guitarist & drummer going apeshit.

Tho there are many classic Metallica songs with much mo’ interesting & memorable musical compositions than this, I’d go far ’nough to say that this song might have Hetfield’s best work as a singer ( tho “Welcome Home ( Sanitarium )” & their best song o’erall, “Fade to Black”, are admittedly strong competition ).

Grade: S

Music Video

Unfortunately, I would say the music video is the weakest for this album, with the band jamming in a dingy ol’ room like so many 2000s rock bands & a bunch o’ scattered clips o’ people expressing anxiety in very generic, cartoonish ways while psychologic terms in ol’ fashioned fonts fade in & out. It’s not exaggerated ’nough to be funny & obviously not genuinely well done & undermines the much mo’ specific & genuinely harrowing song.

Grade: D

10. Purify

In contrast to the previous song, which was genuinely good, & all the earlier awesomely bad songs, this song is just bad in an annoying way, especially the horrendous chorus where Hetfield repeats in an ear-piercing voice, “¡PUUUURIIIIFYYYYYYYY!”. & the music just sounds like an inferior bootleg o’ the main riff ’hind “Dirty Window”.

The lyrics are just as genuinely bad, falling into the generic, vague language o’ pain that I criticized mediocre nu-metal bands like Drowning Pool o’ employing before, & which this album had been thankfully bereft o’ till now. The closest I could find is the line, “I ain’t dancing with your skeletons”, which isn’t that funny, & is sang in a bland way.

So, in short, this song is only e’er boring or annoying & definitely doesn’t feel like it received the same effort as any other song on this album. The best I can say ’bout it is that I can see the metaphor o’ “tearing down” & “acid wash” — a painful, destructive form o’ cleaning — working well for the pain o’ cleaning oneself up o’ alcoholism, but this song as it is doesn’t have the lyrics, the music, or the singing to do it justice.

Grade: D

11. All Within My Hands

I don’t know if this was the last song recorded or not, but e’en mo’ than all the other songs on this album, this sounds like the band gave up on making a coherent song & the musicians just played riffs & beats while Hetfield ranted & sang completely different songs 1 after the other, not really concerned with being catchy or enjoyable or writing anything deep, just letting out his anger by just saying “hate”, & “die”, & “kill” a lot. This especially applies to the end, where Hammett is just playing basic doom strokes, Ulrich is just bashing his drums, & Hetfield is literally shouting “kill” repeatedly, followed by random feedback & noise. This album could not have a mo’ fitting conclusion.

Grade: ?

Conclusion

I think the biggest injustice this album has received is not so much that people don’t think it’s great in any traditional sense o’ appreciating music, but that tho people acknowledge that this album was necessary for Metallica’s members to let out their frustrations so they could go on to make traditionally good albums like Death Magnetic later on, they don’t acknowledge the curious affect those frustrations have on this album’s sound itself. It is 1 o’ those honest artistic messes that in some ways is mo’ interesting than some o’ the cleaned up albums where the band put mo’ stock into what compositions the audience might find interesting than just letting out their frustrations on the canvas. Death Magnetic is certainly better on a technical level: ¿but do I remember as much ’bout it? I can repeat a few catchy choruses, like “Cyanide, fucking genocide…” or hum the catchier riffs from songs like “All Nightmare Long” ( also, the weird pirate song, “The Unforgiven III”, is underrated ); but nothing clings to me like the raw noise o’ “The Unnamed Feeling” or the surreal lyrics o’ “Dirty Window” or “My World”. “THE MOTHAFUCKAS GOT IN MY HEEAAAD”, indeed.

Final Grade: It is what it is

If I had to describe Disturbed’s 4th studio album, Indestructible, in a short sentence, I would call it, “A mo’ mainstream-friendly The Sickness that aged better”: we still have the spoopy sound & subject matter & theatrics, but with mo’ professional musicianship & production, fewer awkward elements like the infamous parental abuse crashout during the bridge o’ “Down with the Sickness”, & fewer cringe nu-metal elements that haven’t aged well. Unfortunately, that makes it less interesting & weird than The Sickness; but it is mo’ consistent.

It is also a better representation o’ Disturbed’s actual sound: while they would switch up sounds a bit thru their 1st 4 albums, the albums following Indestructible would mostly stick to its mainstream theatrical spoopy sound, with mo’ shitty electronic o’erproduction — they called it the “Imagine Dragons Effect” — & sappier melodies later on, especially after the abomination that was their cover o’ “The Sound of Silence”, to diminishing returns, unfortunately.

1. Indestructible

This album starts with some fine cheese with this song that is either trying to compare the band’s success to indestructible masters of war or trying to butter up military folk, a big demographic o’ theirs, so I hear. Either way, the way they describe war sounds mo’ like a video game for preteens rather than the actual horrors o’ war. & yet this song’s lyrics are so infectious, the way Draiman scat-sings, “INDESTRUCTIBLE / DETERMINATION THAT IS INCORRUPTIBLE”.

Grade: A

Music Video

I don’t e’en know what’s going on in this music video: it starts with Draiman’s bald head covering half the screen greenscreened o’er an explosion in the corner followed by the band greenscreened o’er a wasteland from a movie set while random scenes o’ cave men, tribes men, samurai, & modern soldiers in camouflage run around & shout, but don’t do anything else. I guess this is meant to show how humanity has been involved in wars since their beginning. That’s deep bro. Also deep is comparing a line from this song to a famous quote from Julius Caesar @ the beginning.

Grade: C

2. Inside the Fire

OK, but this song is e’en better than “Indestructible”, with its verses scat-sung so quickly that most people have no idea what Draiman is saying. Joke’s on them: e’en if they could hear what he was saying, they’d be scratching their heads @ such lines as, “Devon, 1 of 11”. ¿Who are the other 10? We’ll ne’er know. ¿Why does this character have a weird name like Devon? So Draiman could rhyme it in the line, “Devon won’t go to heaven”. See, this song is ’bout how the protagonist’s girlfriend has committed suicide & how the protagonist needs to make a deal with the devil & give his soul to Satan, too, so he can join her in hell. A perfect Halloween spooky song for a Halloween spooky band like Disturbed, made e’en better by the cheesy laugh @ the end. E’en mo’ than “Indestructible”, this song’s chorus is unbearably catchy, especially with its opening line, “Give your soul to me for eternity”, as are, ’course, the equally corny verses.

Weirdly, despite how silly this song is, it’s apparently inspired by someone Draiman actually knew who committed suicide after he broke up with her. I always thought ’twas weird that Draiman would want to rejoin someone he broke up with, but according to Genius.com, who ne’er lie, he only broke up with her ’cause she was threatening him ’cause she was a junky & he thought the devil was actually talking to him. That reminds me o’ when my dad told me as a kid that he thought the devil possessed him when he woke up in the morn, causing him to bonk his head gainst the top o’ his bed. Also, I’m amused by the implications that his parents wouldn’t approve o’ his relationship, — whether ’cause she’s a junky or a dirty gentile, we’ll ne’er know — but would be less aghast @ him shooting heroin.

Fun fact: near after this single joined the radiowaves round 2007, an afternoon show that played on Seattle’s main buttrock station, the cleverly named “99.9 The Rock” — said afternoon show, I shit you not, was named “The Men’s Room” & had the kind o’ boomer bro comedy you’d expect with that name, & I think is still on in this year of our Luigi 2025 — made a parody o’ this song where they changed the lyrics to be ’bout 7-11 stores & apparently played that song for all the band members sans David Draiman during an interview to their amusement. Tragically, I could not find any capture o’ this anywhere online, so it will have to remain a figment o’ my teenaged memory.

Grade: S

Music Video

Sigh. Man, the fact that a real-world suicide was ’hind this song really puts a bummer on how hilarious this music video is. When Draiman sees his girlfriend hanging from the ceiling, he shouts, “¡NO!”, like in a Looney Tunes cartoon. ¿How am I not s’posed to laugh @ that? If that’s the devil’s temptation, he’s good @ his job & I am not strong ’nough to avoid the flames o’ damnation.

The rest o’ the music video doesn’t help: after laughing… for some reason… he hugs his dead girlfriends legs for, like, half a minute while making exaggerated facial expressions & then cuts her down, puts her in a bath, & starts washing her. In addition to the nice suicide warning @ the beginning o’ the music video, maybe we should have a warning not to tamper with the body & to call 911 immediately afterward to avoid getting in trouble with the law & looking suspicious. Afterward, our protagonist finds a convenient machine gun just hanging on the wall — another useful warning for the audience: don’t leave guns, especially big-ass machine guns, just hanging on the wall; lock that shit up — as a blood-smeared version o’ his girlfriend tempts him to just do it. He ends up putting the gun in his mouth, but then we jump to him screaming while wrapped up in a straitjacket in a white padded room. Yes, that’s what this music video will do to you.

Grade: 😈

3. Deceiver

I really like the melodies in this song, especially the chorus, but always found the final line o’ the chorus, “you’ve mastered the art o’ deceiving me now”, really corny & awkward. Like, yeah, someone who lied to you did in fact do a great job o’ deceiving you: that’s the definition o’ “deceiving”. I could say something similar ’bout the bridge: I like the goblin voice Draiman puts on, ¿but what is this ’bout a “little puppet” you keep asking to not die? Those lines sound like they came straight from a different song.

Grade: B

4. The Night

This song is different from most Disturbed songs in that, if anything, it’s the music, particularly the opening guitar riffs, that are nice, while this song doesn’t have Draiman’s best vocals, which sound strained & screechy. This is a song that would really benefit from smoother, smokier vocals, like the kind Adam Gontier from Three Days Grace had. Just imagine this song sung by him — ¡dare tell me I’m not cooking with this recipe! Also with lyrics like these —

¿are you gonna deny the savior
in front of your eyes?
stare into the night

— this sounds like yet another nu-metal ✝-rock band, like Skillet. Tell me those don’t sound like lyrics Skillet would write — ¡dare tell me I’m not cooking with this recipe! I, for 1, am not feeling particularly disturbed by this song.

Grade: C

Music Video

Also, the music video sucks — apparently so much that Disturbed doesn’t have it on their official channel, for some reason. It’s just the band playing in a garage while Draiman sits in front o’ a car & makes funny faces. Since we ne’er see outside, we don’t e’en know if it’s night time.

5. Perfect Insanity

¡Hell yeah! ¡Now here’s a Disturbed song! Those opening distorted drums; the “¡AH AH AH AH AH OW!”; & the cartoonishly sinister verses; the growling, pleading pre-chorus repeating, “please let me out…”; & the batshit chorus where Draiman switches erratically from shouting & singing melodically, singing slowly & methodically & quicking scatting ( no, not the poop kind ). & then we have the breakdown @ the bridge where Draiman monologues insane ramblings from the back o’ his throat. If this isn’t a spoopy Muertoween song, I don’t know what is.

Apparently this song was originally written before The Sickness, & there exists an earlier 1998 demo version on YouTube when Draiman still had hair. It’s crazy to hear Disturbed sounding mo’ like an early 90s metal band — it has a Megadeth-like sound that is strikingly lacking from their 2000s work. Honestly, I think I might prefer this earlier version — I certainly appreciate the mo’ prominent bassline, bass being the most common casualty o’ o’erproduction.

Grade: 🎃

6. Haunted

Another great spoopy song, with its opening sounds o’ thunder & rain, the bell tolls, whate’er that weird beeping is @ the beginning, & the slowly building drums & riffs, followed by Draiman raspily ranting @ how vaguely mean the world is like the Joker, while singing in a mo’ melancholy & melodic lament during the chorus how “haunted” he is by said world, till the bridge, where the music slows down again & Draiman rants in a deep, throaty voice. Like pulp horror fiction, this song is full o’ imagery-laden spoopy language, talking ’bout “subhuman parasites thrown into a feeding frenzy with the smell of fresh blood”. It’s not particularly original, but neither is pulp horror fiction.

Grade: 🦇

7. Enough

¿What is this sappy shit? The last thing I want to hear from growly monster David Draiman is him in falsetto crying, “when your soul is frozen, ¿is that enough?”. I mean, I am feeling disturbed by this song, but not for the reasons I should. I guess I kinda like the bridge where he puts on this weird imp voice & shouts, “¿HAVEN’T THEY SUFFERED ENOUGH?”, but it’s not good ’nough to make up for the whiny chorus.

“Enough” is written to be a message to the world leaders who partake in war. Showing them all the pain they’ve caused and asking them; “Isn’t death alone a good enough reason to stop all of this conflict?”

Genius

I don’t know what to laugh @ mo’: the idea o’ pretending that the world leaders are going to take advice from a nu-metal band o’ all people or the irony o’ this coming from the guy who would later infamously sign missiles attacking Gaza.

Grade: D

8. The Curse

That’s better. This has a pretty fun opening theme, a pretty fun guitar solo, & has pretty catchy verses — tho I feel the chorus is just kinda average. It’s pretty OK for a deep cut.

Grade: B

9. Torn

In contrast, this song has average verses, but I really like the dragged-out dour melody o’ the chorus. The music might be some o’ the least interesting on this album so far: e’en the guitar solo just sounds like squeaky noodling rather than any kind o’ coherent composition.

Grade: B

10. Criminal

I can remember that these last few tracks are when I would start to lose attention as a teen, as I remember these tracks far less.

& yet, this is possibly the weirdest song on this album, musically & lyrically: this song constantly drops its title, “criminal”, but the “criminal” in question is… ¿the suffering the protagonist feels? & this song is mo’ a generic nu-metal “I want to commit suicide” song. Man, the people who made fun o’ Linkin Park’s “Crawling” — which, mind you, was ’bout drug addiction, not suicidal ideation; but that’s irrelevant — must’ve ne’er listened to other nu-metal songs, ’cause that song’s lyrics seem good in comparison. It seems like the protagonist is implying that it’s criminal that such a mean world imprisons him in keeping him alive, which, granted, isn’t an unheard o’ thought from suicidal people, but despite the word “criminal” just thrown in many times, the lyrics don’t do much to make the connection themselves.

Also, the clinical way the protagonist calls committing suicide, “quickening my end”, is also weird, not unlike the monotone way Jacoby Shaddix described the protagonist’s suicidal ideation in “Last Resort”, another poorly written nu-metal suicide song.

& then you get these goofy-ass lyrics repeated many times in the bridge:

¿you wanna know?
¿you want a name?
¿you want to call me motherfucker?

Like, ¿what does that e’en mean? ¿Why would anyone want to call you “motherfucker”? — Well, other than the aforementioned signing your name on missiles; but that came years after, & I’m hoping Draiman wasn’t planning on doing that for o’er a decade, thinking to himself when he saw the footage on October 7, { Now is finally the time I fulfill what I planned on that deepcut 15 years ago… }.

The music is also odd, starting with a peculiar lethargy for such subject matter, sounding mo’ like it’s going to introduce a spooky game show. ( I should also add that Draiman barks, “¡GET IT! ¡HUH! ¡HUH!”, @ the beginning, which doesn’t help ). & then @ the beginning o’ the 1st verse there’s a breakdown where, I shit you not, it sounds like there’s electronic beatboxing. Sadly, the rest o’ the song’s music is just generic riffs & drum beats that I have already forgotten, despite hearing this song probably dozens o’ times since my youth.

Having said that, I do find the sound o’ the chorus quite catchy, with its speeding & slowing rhythm.

“Criminal” is a song about the vicious and tormenting baggage a person can carry, and must live with it forever.
How a bad relationship can bring out the worst of you, making you do things you shouldn’t. Yet you can’t free yourself from this person, but rather contemplate ending your own life to be rid of him/her.

Genius

I think some o’ these editors are just making shit up & projecting their own romantic angst. Nowhere in this song’s lyrics is there any mention o’ a bad relationship; if anything, the protagonist seems to blame the vague world on his angst.

Grade: C

11. Divide

( Laughs ). Holy shit, I vaguely remember finding this song kinda catchy since I was young, but only now ’pon closer inspection have I realized how goofy this song is. It’s comparable to their underrated magnum opus, “Droppin’ Plates”, in how Draiman scat-sings in a way that sort o’ sounds like rapping & is trying so hard to sound tough, while sounding corny as hell. Just look @ these lyrics:

don’t wanna be another playa losin’ in this game
i’m trying to impress upon you we’re not the same
my own individuality is so unique
i’m 1 impressive motherfucka, now, ¿wouldn’t you say?

This whole song is Draiman bragging ’bout what a tough individual he is & how he’s not like all the other boys & bragging ’bout how “provocative” he is. I mean, maybe to the tiny minority o’ weird fundies who don’t let their kids listen to any music with a parental advisory sticker or listen to any radio but Radio Disney. I feel like metal fans who have probably heard bands like Cannibal Corpse or Aborted Fetus have much higher standards for “provocation”. Hell, e’en a band as mainstream as Marilyn Manson was considered way mo’ provocative. This song is like a prototypical Ronnie Radke song, except it doesn’t sound like complete ass.

My favorite part is when he philosophically asks, “¿so can you tell me what exactly does “freedom” mean if I’m not free to be as twisted as I wanna be”, with him putting on this particularly impish voice @ that last part. To be fair, he is right: there is a reason the founding fathers o’ the US put the right to be as twisted as one wants to be in the Bill of Rights.

I also love how just before the bridge, Draiman sings, “I hear the sirens, but they’re ne’er gonna take me”, & then just after you hear stock sirens o’ police sirens.

This song apparently goes back e’en further than 1998, back when the band was named Brawl & before Draiman joined &, damn, does this not sound like it’s trying to be We Have Pantera @ Home:

This song’s lyrics are technically better than what we have now: but I think I’ll take my ludicrous cheese o’er Pantera backwash, especially when I could just listen to Pantera proper.

They also remade this song & planned to put it on The Sickness, but didn’t. It’s not surprising that this song was planned for The Sickness, given the cheesy vibes that fit with songs like the aforementioned “Droppin’ Plates” & how edgy it tries to be. All I’ll say ’bout this demo version is that I wish they kept the stock cartoon laugh sound effect after the “twisted as I wanna be” line.

Grade: 🚨

12. Façade

Automatic S grade for putting the cedilla on the “C”.

Being serious, while I kinda like the vocal melody on the chorus, this song is sappy like “Enough”, & I’m not fond o’ the way this song treats its subject matter, discussing the issue o’ domestic abuse by interrogating the victim & asking her why she stays with her abusive partner & hides her misery. Uh, I dunno, ¿maybe ’cause she’s afraid o’ being killed if she doesn’t? It says something when I feel like Papa Roach’s bizarre treatment o’ this issue in whate’er the fuck their “Revenge” song was was better. ¡Fuckin’ Nickelback treated this subject better with their “Never Again”! ( That song is also straight-up funner to listen to ). It’s weird: if anything, you would expect Nickelback to make a weepy, out-o’-touch song like “Façade” & a band named Disturbed to make the song ranting @ what a cowardly bitch abusive men are & cheering on the woman for finally shooting his ass, like “Never Again”. ( Granted, the line “She’s just a wooomaaaan” is out o’ touch, but… I mean, it is Nickelback… ). Hell, a nu-metal ✝-rock band like Red Jumpsuit Apparatus was able to do half that ( without the shooting her abuser part ) in their only hit song ( probably ’cause a band with the name “Red Jumpsuit Apparatus” was doomed to failure ). ¿Wouldn’t it make mo’ sense for a band called Disturbed to make a song that emphasizes the disturbing aspects o’ domestic abuse ( you know, without seeming to be from the point o’ view o’ the abuser, like their song, “The Game” ) & possibly have the woman get her violent revenge? I’m not e’en saying that’s the “moral” way to deal with domestic abuse; but maybe I don’t expect life lessons from a band called Disturbed who wrote the “OH-WAH-AH-AH-AH” “Down with the Sickness” song — but apparently Disturbed felt we needed 2 o’ those songs on this album.

Grade: D

Conclusion

Still a fun album to listen to in the background round Halloween, with a few skips, specially near the end.

Final Grade: B

Nu-metal has many “1-hit wonders” who had way mo’ than 1 hit, but now the normies only know 1 particularly memeworthy song from them: Disturbed with “Down with the Sickness”; Papa Roach with “Last Resort”; System of a Down with “Chop Suey” ( despite System of a Down having many, many surreal songs that would merit being memeworthy ); Trapt with “Headstrong”; &, ’course, Drowning Pool, whose only song it seems anyone on the internet knows is “Bodies”. But like those other bands & mo’, I’d hear plenty of other songs by Drowning Pool on the radio thruout my middle school & early high school days in the mid noughties, like “Enemy”, as well as “Tear Away” from the album we’re going to be looking @ today, their 2001 studio debut ( they technically had some EPs before this 1, but nobody gives a shit ’bout them ), Sinner. Granted, nothing much stuck with me beyond this album’s singles from when I listened to it as a kid, & that doesn’t bode well when the person who remembers obscure bands like Rehab can’t remember much o’ your albums; but I couldn’t remember most o’ that Rehab album, either, & I had interesting things to say ’bout it. Maybe there’s some ( memetic ) gold in this album.

1. Sinner

The title track & probably the least-remembered single, & for good reason. While the music has some fun stanky wrooah riffs & bass, the verses & chorus are just… bland. No cheese @ all. It’s an antireligion song, which… man, ¿do you know how much competition there is for cheesy “sinner” music @ that time when you had Marilyn Manson up on stage wiping his ass with a Bible in a gimp suit?

It’s not e’en good religious criticism: the main criticism is that all judgy religious people abstractly sin sometimes, so it’s “hypocritical” for them to criticize people for abstractly sinning when “we are all sinners”; but this is just a conflation o’ magnitude that leads to nihilism & could be used to justify “sins” that any sane person would be opposed to. As an atheist, I don’t feel any mo’ hypocritical for criticizing people for, say, murdering random civilians, as any sane Christian would, e’en when I sometimes commit the sin of only paying the medium tip on Door Dash. I’m pretty certain most judgy religious people don’t commit murder. No, the real problem with judgy religious people is that what they consider to be “sin” — or a’least the controversial elements — are stupid & frivolous, like laws against eating shellfish or a man sticking his dick in another man’s ass. I feel much less bad ’bout sticking my dick in another man’s ass — damn proud o’ it, actually — than I do paying a smaller-than-maximum tip, & that has nothing to do with how much I’ve done bad things.

Grade: C

Music Video

I do find the music video mo’ inspired, tho, with the band & their fans breaking into a skatepark to play music @ night ( I’m pretty sure they don’t lock those up, so I’m not sure why they needed to break a lock to get in ) contrasted with the 3 carnal sins: whoredom, gluttony, & tanning. I particularly like the part where the glutton gets so engorged that he just spits up his food, followed by it starting to rain in the skatepark, implying that the glutton’s chip spittle is falling all o’er the band & fans while they’re singing & partying.

Grade: A

2. Bodies

Ah, here we go: the ultimate nu-metal machisimo song, with its chorus repeating the shouted slogan, “LET THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR”, with “floor” sounding like “flow”, only to growl the ending “floor” as just “RRRRRRRRR” & the pre-chorus, with different slogans repeated after counting — “1, nothing wrong with me; 2, nothing wrong with me…” — as if coming from a madman. This song is a certified suburb classic.

Grade: S

Music Video

The music video, with the lead singer shouting @ an insane asylum patient just gazing forward, only mouthing the lines, “nothing wrong with me” in response to the lead singer’s counting, is similarly iconic, tho it gets repetitive by the end. I do like the visual o’ the band jamming in a tiny white room, as if they’re patients as well.

Grade: B

3. Tear Away

We looked @ this song when we looked @ that bad divorced dad rock album a couple months ago, but let’s go o’er it in mo’ detail here. As I said in that article, I love this song’s cooly-crooned chorus o’ “I… don’t care ’bout anyone else but me…”, especially the ending o’ the chorus just before the bridge with the mumbled, “God damn I love me”. This song also has some fun musical flourishes, like the guitar solo during the bridge; the muffled, crunchy opening riffs; & the weird muffled notes that they only play during a weird drop after the 2nd verse. If this song isn’t a certified suburb classic, well it damn well should be.

Grade: S

Music Video

The visual o’ the band jamming inside a bunch o’ cracked mirrors works well with this song’s theme. I’m not so sure ’bout the lead singer singing to a bunch o’ hanging pictures o’ parts o’ his face in an ol’ manor with tacky floral wallpaper. 2000s bands loved dusty ol’ manors, for some reason; Papa Roach recorded an entirely album in 1.

Grade: B

4. All Over Me

This song has interesting opening notes, & then e’erything afterward is stale nu-metal backwash, from the stiffly-sung verses, the whisper-shouted bridge lines like a store-brand Papa Roach, &, dear god, the repetitive chorus that is just shouting, “ALL OVER ME”. Snore.

Hell, it says something bad when the “meaning” officially bequeathed ’pon this song by the gods o’ Genius.com is mo’ interesting than this entire song: just the enigmatic line, “There’s something changing and growing in him”, with no period @ the end. I have no idea why this poetic masterpiece has a -1 rating.

Grade: D

5. Reminded

God damn it, this is the same as the last song: we start with e’en mo’ interesting muffled guitar twanging & some stanky, funky bass picks thruout the verses, but then we get mo’ stiff generic verses & shouting the same line repeatedly for the chorus. This 1 has mo’ interesting music than “All Over Me”, but not ’nough to bump it up much.

Grade: D

6. Pity

OK, this is a bit better, with its goofy opening lines o’ the singer crooning, “My life… served on a plate…”, & then shouting, “FOR ALL OF YOU TO EAT”. That’s funny & I like the sound o’ the contrast. E’en the chorus, which is still repetitive, a’least has a rhythm & flow & isn’t just stilted shouting. I also like the gnarly held note that pops up during the verses & refuses to leave for a while. That being said, there aren’t any mo’ funny or interesting lines & I still begin to lose interest halfway thru — I feel like I get the gist already & the rest is just more o’ the same.

Grade: B

7. Mute

¿Would it kill this band to have a chorus that isn’t shouting the same line repeatedly? It’s impressive when a band is so lazy @ lyricism that they make “Disturbed in the House We’re Droppin’ Plates” look like Leonard Cohen in comparison. This 1 e’en has a pre-chorus where the singer shouts a different line repeatedly. It’s especially absurd when the line in question is “there’s nothing left here to talk about”. I guess that must be true, since you ain’t sayin’ nothing else. E’en the opening weird notes are just a less interesting version o’ what “Reminded” starts with. The closest thing I could find that could be called interesting in this song is, like, 1 stanky note during the bridge, & it just sounds like a worse version o’ a note you can hear in the bridge in Disturbed’s “Want” — & that’s 1 o’ the weaker songs off that album, mind you.

I also have to bring up this amazing “meaning” from Genius:

Mute is about staying quite from everything around because of how much you’ve changed.

Ignoring the “quite” typo, ¿what does that e’en mean? ¿Could “everything around” be any mo’ vague? ¿Why would changing a lot make you mo’ likely to be quiet? I’m pretty certain this is just your typical antiromance song ’bout how the singer’s relationship with some partner is doomed ’cause o’ the “demons” inside, or whate’er. Then again, this “meaning” is as vague as Drowning Pool’s general lyrics, so it fits, a’least.

Grade: D

8. I Am

You have no idea how refreshing it is to hear a song start with drum beats instead o’ another batch o’ weird, distorted notes that sound like the start o’ another song off this album. Clearly, they were proud o’ this opening, as it goes on for nearly a half hour. In fact, this song is stretched agonizingly slow, with long pauses ’tween e’ery line in the verses, as well as an extra pause before the last word o’ the last line for extra measure. &, yes, the chorus is just shouting the same lines repeatedly — ’cept this time we get the slightest o’ twists halfway thru the chorus when “I” is changed to “you”. ¡Oooo! These lines are contradictory, too, claiming “I could’ve been”, implying that he’s not, but also “I am” @ the same time; but this song is ’bout unironically making up excuses for being a fuck up & how “that’s just the way we are”, — not a sentiment I can get behind, having some shred o’ the capability o’ self-improvement — so I think it’s an intention contradiction ’tween this lofty idea o’ what one could be & the s’posedly unchangeable fact o’ what one is. That would be kind o’ clever if it weren’t wrong.

What isn’t clever are these lines, which I think must’ve been cribbed from somebody still in a crib for their preschool “words class”:

¿does it make you feel good?
¿does it make you sick
that you knew that i would
be the one to trip?

Again, we get this sentiment o’, “Ugh, it’s society’s fault that I’m a fuckup; it’s literally impossible for me to learn how to walk without tripping”.

Grade: D

9. Follow

It only took till track 9 for Drowning Pool to have a chorus that isn’t just repeating the same line o’er & o’er. Too bad both the chorus & verses are slow, stilted, & boring. The only interesting parts o’ this song are the guitar solo &, mo’ importantly, the weird goatlike effect the singer does to his voice when singing the 1st & 3rd lines o’ the bridge.

Grade: C

10. Told You So

& now we’re back to the repetitious choruses — & with the generic “shut up”, too. In contrast, I have no idea what kind o’ rhythm & melody the verses & pre-chorus are s’posed to have, nor what “a penny for your thoughts would make me sick”. I’m guessing he means that knowing what the antagonistic “you” is thinking would make him sick, but the implication is that the price o’ knowing what they think would make him sick, which is just absurd. I’m mixed on whether to rank this a C or D considering the absurdity o’ this song’s singing & lyrics make it a bit mo’ memorable than most o’ the other songs, but I already forgot how this song actually sounds musically after having just heard it. Luckily, I found out there’s a coin emoji, which is close ’nough to a penny emoji, so I’ll just go with that.

Grade: 🪙

11. Sermon

Thank God this album is only 11 songs — & thank God for how hilarious this song is. Musically, there’s nothing to talk ’bout, but lyrically this is the goofiest shit on this album. I don’t e’en know where to start:

The verses have this inane pattern o’ “where was [blank]” on e’ery odd line while the e’en lines have whate’er goofy ideas they thought o’ 1st to rhyme — the kind o’ nursery school rhymes I would do with my melodramatic poetry to be funny, like “You were wrong since the beginning o’ the bomb”. For instance, the 1st verse has the pattern o’ e’ery odd line being “¿where was God?”:

¿where was God
when i needed a friend?
¿where was God
when i came to an end?
¿where was God
when i lost my mind?
¿where was God
when i couldn’t find?

¿Couldn’t find what? ¿A better line that ended with a word that rhymes with “mind”? ¿Where was God when he let you write this song?

Meanwhile, the 2nd verse starts with this pattern:

¿where was love
when i felt like hate?
¿where was hate
when i felt like love?

I could understand wanting love when you “feel like hate”, whate’er that means; ¿but why would you want hate when you feel like love? & then this same verse ends with the lines, “¿Where was the fear / when i said i was scared?”. I dunno — you were the one apparently claiming you were scared when apparently there was no fear where you could find it. ¿Why would you want fear, especially from a god who’s known for being good @ making people fear his s’posed wrath? ¿Isn’t the Abrahamic God usually criticized for inspiring fear, not failing to inspire fear well ’nough? “¿How am I s’posed to worship you if you fail to inspire in me the fear o’ spending an eternity in hell?”.

Then we have the prechorus, which repeats the line, “I don’t wanna be up or down”. See, it’s like heaven & hell, but much stupider. ¿Are heaven & hell e’er described as “up” & “down” in the Bible? ¿Aren’t they in completely different dimensions that can’t be accessed thru any 3D directions? I’m pretty certain the only thing “down” is the earth’s solid core & the only think “up” is outer space.

The chorus, believe it or not, is not just 1 line repeated o’er & o’er again, but it does end with these amazing lines:

i don’t know who to trust;
my heart is filled with disgust

Hint: don’t trust whoe’er fills you heart with disgust.

As if this song couldn’t get any goofier, just before the bridge the singer tries to just sing this song’s title repeatedly, for whate’er reason, but his doglike panting smothers it. Then he randomly shouts, “¡whoa!”. All right, ’nough o’ this dour moping ’bout existential thoughts o’ “what to believe” & how my heart is full o’ disgust: ¡it’s time to party!

& then in the bridge, we get this amazingly acted sermon:

ladies & gentlemen…
¿may i have your attention?
¿are you ready for the joke?

Well, I received the joke in the form o’ “Sermon”, whether I was ready or not. By the way, that last line was followed by an impish laugh in the background to really sell you on this joke.

& then while background voices chant, “tell me what to believe”, the foreground singer shouts, “¡God!”, & then, “¡whoa!”, & then some random murmuring.

& then, when you thought the song was o’er & there would be no mo’ randomness, you get some backmasked version o’ “ladies & gentlemen: tell me what you believe”, which is… so important it needs to be backmasked, I guess.

Grade: S

Conclusion

This album was surprisingly & disappointingly boring. It turns out there’s a reason this band is mainly known as the “Bodies band”: other than “Tear Away” & the unexpected closer, “Sermon”, hardly any o’ the rest o’ the album is e’en funny bad; it’s mostly just repetitive & generic nu-metal that sounds like too many other nu-metal bands with much mo’ personality. O well, we still have 1 mo’ album to look @ on Muertoween proper, & you know it’s going to be from a band that knows how to bring the cheese.

Final Grade: C